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The BEST 2011 Rain Asia Tour in Singapore

2011-05-25T19:28:00.005+08:00

After the concert in Sepang, I was trying to convince my mom to allow me to go for another Rain concert in Bangkok or Singapore. Since its his last concert tour before he goes to army, this would be my only chance to catch him live before I wait 2 years for his return. After talking about it over and over again, my mom finally granted me her permission to go! I choose Singapore over Bangkok because the flight to Bangkok was so pricey!

Bought my tickets through Soo Lan. I was a lil 'kiasu' cause they had Priority Sales and I wanted to get my ticket as soon as I could. Ended up paying slightly more than the original price. :S But realised it was worth it in the end. ^^ Drove down to Singapore that weekend with my parents!

Morning of the concert
Arrived at the concert venue at 11 a.m. (FYI, the concert starts at 7pm! :P) Since I already paid so much for the ticket, I might as well, go earlier and get a good spot and make every cent count right? Arrived there and totally didn't have any idea where to go! There were NO posters or banners AT ALL at the stadium. I walked around and saw 2 guys queuing under the blazing hot sun. I found it impossible for 2 GUYS to be queuing that early! So I thought they might just be very jobless people and just continued walking to the SISTIC counter since that was the place I was suppose to collect my ticket from.

Walked towards there and finally saw familiar faces and a group of girls/ladies queuing in line! Met up with Ina, N Unnie, Kher Ning and Joey. Awhile later, met Lilian too. Us Malaysians were the first to arrive at the concert venue! There were a group of Japanese fans too besides us Malaysians. After waiting for awhile, we were told we could go in to wait. Since we were there so early, they pitied us for waiting in the sun and allowed us to go in only if we had a ticket.

The never ending queues
I still haven't collected my ticket so I headed to the nearest mall with Kher Ning to get some water and food for us while waiting. We managed to convince Kher Ning to come for the concert as well and she finally got her ticket, the moment the ticketing counter opened. :D She went on in to queue with the rest of them and I had to wait at the fanclub queue alone. After awhile, an Indonesian girl, Ayu joined me at the line. It was nice meeting her! :) She was my companion the whole time before the concert. My only regret was not taking a picture with her! :( Soon the 2 guys who I saw earlier joined the line too. Actually they were there queuing for their friend who had to take care of her baby. That made more sense rather than actually such crazy male clouds! haha!

We queued while waiting for Soo Lan to arrive with our tickets. While waiting, we managed to take turns and go get some concert merchandise. The merchandise were surprisingly cheaper than expected! Managed to get myself the whole set of merchandise! :D Finally met Soo Lan and collected our tickets from her. Only then we found out that since we bought the tickets from her, we have the priority to enter the stadium through the fanclub entrance. Which means we will be the first few in the stadium! Which also means, I came to the stadium so early for nothing! hahaha! But it was worth the experience, being there so early, I could meet so many people and share our stories while waiting.

Went to get something to eat with Ayu since we were free to walk about, not stuck in the queue. My number in the queue was 119. It was already set, probably in the order of payment I guess. We were allowed to go in and before that they checked our bags. The security wasn't very strict, and I managed to smuggle in my camera. Days before the concert I was in a dilemma whether or not to bring along my camera. Thank God I did or else I would be regretting it until now. Got myself a locker so I can have less baggage during the concert. Took locker no. 82 since 1982 was the year Rain was borned. :)

Went in and waited for the rest to join me. This was the closest I have ever been to the stage. There were only 2 people in front of me. It was near to the T stage but was kinda far from the main stage. I guess you just can't get the best of both worlds. :( Snapped pictures while waiting. The stadium was sadly quite empty. The publicity in Singapore was really disappointing. How can there not be any posters or banners at a concert venue?! The day before I was walking in Orchard Road and there weren't any posters there too. The concert was quite on time. It started at about 7.15 p.m.

Light stick made by a Japanese fan! So nice! ^^

Let the awesomeness begin!
For the first few songs, I was screaming my heart out. Without realising it, tears started flowing from the side of my eyes. I guess this is really what you call 'Tears of Joy' :) I was really so happy to see him perform live again! And this time I was so close to the stage! I could practically see the sweat flowing down his neck. *hyperventilates*

Started of by singing "I'm Coming". Other songs he sang include "Touch Ya", "You", "Harudo", "One", "How To Avoid The Sun", "Only You" and "Why Do I Love You Again".

Then he proceeded backstage to get changed. Even while changing backstage, the cameraman was still filming him! *drools* But he pushed the camera to his accessories when he was changing his pants! Haha! Do check out the link for the video at the bottom! ^^

"My Girl" - Lilian Yap (:
Then he came out for the most anticipated part of the concert. As most fans should know, before Rain sings "My Girl", he will choose a girl from an audience to bring up on stage. Rain picked up the video camera and started looking for someone. Rain is known to have a soft spot for little girls, he spotted a little girl, probably around 5-6 years old from the audience. There was a problem with the camcorder and he couldn't zoom on her. Once that was fixed, he zoomed onto that girl. She looked so scared! Rain was asking her whats her name, asking her to come up on stage. The girl was probably too terrified and just shook her head. Rain then said "I am waiting for you" with a disappointed look on his face.

He then continued walking to the other side of the stage. Then he spotted another person. At that time, us Malaysians in Pen C were all screaming in excitement because the girl he choose was a person we knew, LILIAN YAP! She didn't realise it was her until she turned back and saw the screen. She quickly agreed to come on stage and the body guard brought her on stage.

For the next few minutes, she sat on stage, singing along with Rain to "My Girl". He gave her a huge teddy bear and a bouquet of roses too. They danced on stage and then her headband which says "MALAYSIA" fell on the stage. He picked it up, and stared for it for awhile before putting the headband on his head. When he took it out, he looked at it again and said "Oh! Malaysia.". At that moment, all of us were screaming like crazy! Never been prouder to be Malaysian. Showed him how supportive us Malaysian fans are! So proud to be a Malaysian Cloud. ^^ Hopefully he will suddenly decide to have a full concert in Malaysia before he goes off to Army!

The concert continues...
He continued bringing us more awesome performances, singing "With U", "Fresh Woman", "Hip Song", "Don't Stop", "Love Story", "Love Song" and his signature performance "Nan" (For those of you who don't know, thats the song where he rips his shirt and rain falls on him!). While I was shooting "Nan", suddenly my camera ran out of memory! Luckily I brought an extra along and managed to record just before he rip his shirt! :D But it didnt really show his chocolate abs. :(

He then took off the half-ripped top and wore a coat and sang to "Rainism" and "It's Raining". There was some technical error with the sound system when he performed "It's Raining", then he had to go backstage for a few seconds. He came back on stage to perform "It's Raining" with twice as much energy! Then he started talking to the audience, saying he loves Singapore, he loves chilli crab, he loves butter crab. The man just never forgets about his food! :P He announced it was the last song before singing "Na" and disappeared backstage.

Encore
The same video which was showed in Sepang was showed. The video that put tears into my eyes back in Sepang. And he came back on stage with "Bad Guy". Seeing him come up on stage with the Adidas track suit, I knew that the concert is gonna come to an end very soon. I put that thought aside and continue enjoying the concert.

Then he sang "Instead of Saying Goodbye", the finale song, the final song, the last few minutes witnessing Rain live. Though the song is a pretty happy song, I couldn't stop the tears. As I watched him perform his last song, I just teared. Because I know, after this, I will really probably never see him live again until he comes back from the army. Just before leaving the stage, the song "Jump" by Kriss Kross was played and I just jumped along to the song. :) While jumping I then realised how hungry I was. Nevertheless, I still continued jumping! :D

Farewell
Throughout the concert Rain came down from the stage, towards the audience but I didnt get to touch his hand. :( I guess the handshake during Sepang is special enough for me and I shouldn't be so greedy and let others have their chance (; Lingered inside the stadium for awhile then met up with the oh-so-lucky Lilian! Even while we were talking to her, so many people came up to her to get their picture taken. She became a celebrity overnight! Haha! We went out to the back to join the whole bunch of people who were there waiting for Rain to leave the stadium. While waiting we managed to exchange emails with some Japanese fans and talk with some of them too.

He finally appeared, I wasn't near enough to get a good view of him sadly but I was using my camera to just zoom towards him. He walked all the way in front to shake hands with his fans before proceeding to his car. Even inside his car, he winded down his window so he could wave before leaving. So sweet of him! ^^

All good things must come to an end
As all good things must come to an end, after bidding farewell to Rain, we Clouds had to bid farewell to each other as well. We managed to take some group photos before leaving and one picture with the CJ Entertainment people who were in charge of the concert merchandise. Those of us who were using the MRT to get back, proceeded to the Stadium MRT station.

We met the Japanese fans at the station, and they needed help to get a taxi. So Kher Ning, the only one who is staying in Singapore and could speak a little Japanese, offered to help them out. We bid farewell to Lilian, who was going the opposite direction. We were kinda noisy as we were not only bidding farewell to her but her teddy as well! :P I had her bouquet of flowers with me because she had to fly back to Malaysia and wouldn't be able to bring flowers on board. I got to spend a day plus with a bouquet of flowers given by Rain! :D

The rest of us took the same train and went out separate paths. Kher Ning and the two Japanese fans went off at Paya Lebar while N Unnie, Ina, Chai, Joey and her mother went off towards Changi Airport. As for me, I headed back to Pasir Ris and got myself McDonalds for my dinner/supper!

Here are links to some of the videos I recorded during the concert:
My Girl (Lilian)
Backstage Changing Scene
Fresh Woman
Hip Song
Love Story

Post Rain's Concert Gathering at KLCC
I had to deliver flowers to Lilian, so we all had a mini gathering that night in KLCC on Tuesday night. Those who were there were Hazel, N Unnie, Sen, Amy and the lucky girl herself, Lilian together with her huge teddy! We had some quality time chatting among ourselves, watching videos and just talking about our experience on Sunday. It was nice meeting up with these people again!

The headband which Rain picked up and read "Oh! Malaysia." :)

The teddy now wears a shirt! ^^

I love being a Cloud. :) Every Rain outing, whether its just a gathering or a concert, I get to meet someone new. :) Not only people from Malaysia, but from all over the world! To all who made that weekend such a memorable one, THANK YOU! Nice meeting all of you and hope to meet you guys again someday! ^^

Meet and Greet Photos!

2011-04-23T01:28:00.005+08:00

This is just the best way to end the first week at my first internship/job! The long wait was definitely worth it as I'm now on cloud nine! :D Chivas finally uploaded the pictures from the Meet and Greet session! :D

The handshake :)

*hyperventilates*

The few seconds of my life when the group picture was taken and Rain placed his hand on my back! *faints*

Doesn't he just have the perfect boyfriend height? XD I'm so in love!

Even though we didnt get any autographs or individual photographs taken with him, who else would have the chance to get that close to him right? :D A handshake and a group photo is better than nothing and so many Clouds out there would be dying or this chance! I really find myself very very lucky. Chances like this really comes once in a lifetime so I'm gonna cherish that moment and keep that memory alive :)

Thank you to everyone (Swee Wei, Chivas Malaysia, KLue, those who voted for me on the KLue contest and everyone else) for making this possible! Credits to Chivas Malaysia for these meet and greet photos! :D

Endless Rain Craze Weekend :D

2011-04-12T09:48:00.007+08:00

Haven't updated this blog in such a long time! Its about time to with all these Rain filled days of mine for the past few days! Warning! Its a very very LOONNGGGG post ahead! :D

It finally RAIN-ed in MALAYSIA! After the long 4 years wait, the man himself, the cute, hot and sexy Kpop King finally came back for the Malaysian Grand Prix After Race Concert. RAIN IN MALAYSIA for the 2nd time! *hyperventilates* Continue reading for the full account of what my whole Sunday was like, including the MEET AND GREET SESSION and the CONCERT! *jumps*

An early start for the Rain filled day!
Left Seremban on Saturday evening to KLCC to meet up with Lilian, since I had to camp at her place before the airport greet which is at 5.10 a.m. on Sunday! Met up with a few more Rain fans namely, Kher Ning, Amy and Winnie from Hong Kong. Had a Korean meal for dinner, and the main topic of our conversation is just ONE word, RAIN. :D It was really nice talking to them and listening to their Rain stalking experiences since I had none! :( So jealous of them! We sat and chatted for hours while stuffing ourselves with food.

We then left to buy some snacks for Rain since he is arriving so early in the morning, we thought of getting him some cookies, sweets and snacks for him to munch on since after all the man just LOVES his food! :D Then me and Kher Ning followed Lilian back to her place. We were guessing which hotel Rain would be staying in, so when I was in her house, I went online and started googling. Since they mentioned he was staying in a resort, we guessed the Golden Palm Tree in Goldcoast Sepang. We got the contact and called them up to check if Rain is staying there. Then BINGO! The reception confirmed that HE IS STAYING THERE! We were all so excited! *jumps*

The Welcome at the Airport
We got ready to leave Lilian's place and left at about 2.30 a.m. We did not get any sleep at all that night. :D We hired a van to bring us everywhere that day so we started off by picking the other people up. Saw Sen, Jaimie and Sara. Good to see these familiar faces after such a long time! Reached LCCT at around 4 plus in the MORNING! There were a few people there already. :) Met Swee Wei for the first time too! :) We were then briefed by this Korean guy about what to not do when he comes out. We waited for an hour or so and he came out! :D

Credit: ratoka

Looking dashing in a which t-shirt and a red cardigan, we all went CRAZY! :D Cheering for him but luckily we were all well behaved and no one started harassing him. :) He got into his white BMW then I saw the tint on the car window going up. We were wondering why so mean dont even let us see him go off! Then after a few seconds, HE WIND DOWN HIS WINDOW! *hyperventilates* Then he waved while the car drove off. *melts* He probably pressed the wrong button the first time round. hehe! :D

Credit: Swee Wei

Golden Palm Tree, Gold Coast Sepang
It was a pretty long drive into this resort! After all, we were driving to the beach. The resort was just so nice! You have to see it to believe it! I dont think my pictures turned out that nice. XD But the place was really so nice! Very 'Bora-bora Island-ish' in my opinion. :) Of course, the price is equally nice. :) HAHA!

Since it was so early in the morning, Rain went to the hotel for some rest, and we didnt wanna disturb his anymore, so we headed back home to get ourselves some rest. Slept for about 3 hours and had some noodles at Lilian's place before taking of to Sepang. :)

Sepang F1 Circuit :)
There was obviously a traffic jam when we were going into Sepang. But we managed to reach there about 3pm :) Even from outside, the sound of the cars racing were SO LOUD! I can imagine what it would be like inside. But we weren't there for the race, it was ONLY for Rain! :D Sorry F1 fans, but we will go all out just for Rain. :)

We went to the concert venue, the helipad and saw some fans queuing already! We joined them and started chatting among ourselves. Met more fans as time went on and before we knew it, everyone was queuing already! :D The gates were suppose to open at 5 pm, but it didnt! Not too sure what time did it finally open though since I went off to meet Swee Wei. :) Collected my concert tickets from KLue representative, Priya too though I didnt really need it. Just wanted to keep it for memories sake. :)

The long wait.
Met up with Swee Wei and Aris then lingered around the helipad entrance while collecting freebies from Air Asia. :D They were giving out a Rain fan! :D Just when we were about to go in, Aris couldnt go in cause he had a DSLR with him. They wouldnt allow him in and insisted that he kept it back in the car. But their car was parked far far away! Me and Swee Wei went inside first since we were suppose to meet with Eric at 5.45 p.m. and it was past 6 p.m. by then.

Waited for Eric and tried calling one another but the line was so bad! I was just hoping that they havent left for the meet and greet yet! :( Got a text from Eric to meet Angie instead. Met up with a few more people then they brought us into the VIP area. My heart was pumping so fast then! You imagine, walking through these private tents and rooms where the models and others were preparing, its like in any moment, we will be meeting Rain. :) Then we went to the end and saw a group of people coming out of the room.

I thought those people have already met Rain and now he was in THAT room, so I peeped and it was only one of the guys in charged, William. When he was about to speak, I thought he was going to say that the meet and greet is cancelled etc. :( Then he said that change of plans and the meet and greet will be at 8pm instead. According to him, everything is up to Rain's assistant, so we had to see whatever she says.

We left the backstage and went outside to wait. We finally met up with Eric and Aris finally managed to come in (sneaking his DSLR in too!) :D Such a small world, Eric and Aris knew each other! Haha! So all 4 of us were waiting and talking among ourselves since it was more than an hour till the meeting time. Then we managed to get a free drink from Chivas right before we headed to meet William to bring us in for the meet and greet.

Credit: Swee Wei
Aris the 4 Minute fan, Me the RAIN fan :)

The Disappointment
We went back into the same room as before. Then a lady came in and briefed us about the session. We were not allowed to bring our cameras. When we asked about autographs, we were told, no autographs were allowed too! We were like so disappointed! :(

I guess we had our hopes too high since we were told to bring our cameras and anything we want him to autograph for us. On the Chivas FB page, they mentioned too that we would have loads of time to take pictures with him and even get to know him. Our excitement level which was sky high suddenly just dropped. We were divided into 2 groups. The first group which consisted of us and the other contest winners while the other group was under Chivas.

MEET AND GREET: The time of my life!
We were brought into another private tent which has "Rain" written on the door and his white BMW parked right outside. We went in and were asked to stand in front of the posters which was pasted on the walls. There were about 9 of us. The photographer was already on standby at that moment.

THEN! Looking so smoking hot, he walked in through those doors. Dressed in a black head to toe, exactly in what he was wearing during his opening act, with his shades on, he definitely did melt my heart! He proceeded with shaking each of our hands! *melts* A handshake from Rain himself! He said "Hey" and "Hi" to everyone. I said "Annyeonghaseyo" to him and the other 3 girls next to me copied me! HMPH!

Then he stood in the middle for a group photo. Lucky for me and Swee Wei, RAIN WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF US! He then PUT HIS HAND ON MY BACK WHEN TAKING THE PICTURE! My heartbeat must have increased drastically in that split second! I shook his right hand and his left hand was on my back! OMG! Then after the picture was taken, the body guards started shoving us out already. :( Now waiting for Chivas to send us the pictures :)

Only when i got outside I remembered about the card. Then I asked Eric if I could pass it to him and he brought me back to the tent but his assistant was at the door to stop us. I told her my situation and she said that she will pass it to him. Now I will never know whether he received my card or not. :( I really pray he does and it wasn't just thrown into the bin! :(

The card I made

Wait, wait, wait.
We squeezed our way through the middle of the crowd. We did upset some people since we pushed our way through but I couldnt be bothered! I wanted to be as near as possible to him! But we couldnt go all the way to the front to where Lilian, Sen, Jaimie, Amy and the rest of them were. :( There were just too many people and it was packed with no way for us to squeeze our way through.

We were happy with our spot and just stayed there. The Ford models finale was on but the crowd was totally not interested. I kinda pity them since the crowd was actually booing them! Then there was some Malaysian artist who sang some songs.

SHOWTIME!
It started off with the laser and light display entitled, Performance In The Dark . I think its suppose to be a 3D thing in his actual concert. Then after awhile, he appeared! :D Dressed in what we saw him in earlier, rising up and looking so cool! :D Wanna watch the video of his opening performance, "Rainism"? Click here. :)

Then he continued with "Its Raining". Love the fireworks during this song always! :D Only managed to snap the first one only though. :) After that song, he started talking to the crowd. :) He said "I love Malaysia but it is so warm here" then proceeded with wiping off his sweat. He then teased the crowd by making an attempt to wipe his armpit and the crowd went crazy! HAHA! All wanting his towel! Me included but I was too far! :(

Then continued with "You" with his sexy female dancers. After that he sang "Harudo" and continued with "How To Avoid The Sun". Went backstage for a change or clothes. Before his return his band was playing the Malaysian Folk Song, "Rasa Sayang" and he made his appearance again! :D

Continueing with the very fun and happy song, "Fresh Woman" and pointing and fans all around making everyone go crazy! :D Rain asked us to dance along to the next song, "With U" which he said "This song always makes me happy". And the crowd went 'right, left, right, right, right left, right, right' dancing along to his dance moves.

Then we wowed the crowd once again with his dance moves from "Hip Song". Then he switched into ballad songs and sang "Love Story" followed by "Love Song". Right after, he mentioned that it was his last song and he sang "Friends" :) and exit the center stage door again.

I knew it wasn't the end, since he always ends his concerts with "Instead of Saying Goodbye". Then a video message was played. The message in the video was so sweet! I almost teared listening to what he said! Then he came back on stage with "Bad Guy", his first single released during his debut in 2002. And he danced to the dance part of "I Do". He didnt sing that song though, I was really hoping he will. But I guess he had to cut everything short.

And last but not least, "Instead of Saying Goodbye". All of them bowed when the song ended and slowly the dancers exit the centre stage door. Our cheeky boy doesn't seem to wanna leave the stage was dancing at the door! Shaking his ass and making the crowd go wild! Then he left the stage and that was the last I ever saw of him. *cries*

Post-concert
Only 1 hour performance did satisfy us Malaysian fans who has waited 4 years for his return. BUT I STILL WANT MORE! :( We were still lingering around the concert venue after the concert ended. Met up with the rest from MJJH and left the helipad. Managed to wipe my face on the towel that Rain used since Jaimie and Lilian both managed to get one of them. HAHA! Before leaving Sepang, a few of us managed to steal some cloth posters which was pasted on the boards. XD

I was having mixed feelings after the concert. I was so happy I finally saw him after such a long 4 years wait. But I was so upset because I have no idea when will be the next time I see him live again since I don't think he will be coming to Malaysia again for his "The BEST" tour and he is leaving to the army in fall this year.

My words of gratitude.
Firstly, thank you to Lilian and Sen who are the ones who helped me get the tickets to this event! Thanks to yall, we managed to get the 8% discount! :D

Thank you to Swee Wei for bringing me for the meet and greet! It was really really very cool of you to bring me along! Chances like this comes once a lifetime and I really really thank you for giving me that opportunity! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Thank you to all the Rain fans I met this time round including Lilian, Kher Ning, Sen, Amy, Jaimie and Sara for all the fun and laughter throughout the whole weekend!

Thank you Swee Wei and Aris for the awesome company all night long! :D Aris, very sweet of you to cheer me and Swee up after the disappointing moments! A day with such bittersweet memories! Thanks yall!

Thank you everyone who voted for me! Although I didnt get enough votes to win the contest, I still managed to meet Rain in person! Thank you all for coming online just to vote for me! Thank you for spreading the word about it to your family and friends. THANK YOU!

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Thats all from me :) Credits to Kpopped's article on this concert which helped me refresh my memory of it too! More pictures are in my FB account. :D And I will slowly upload more videos! :) Will be back when I get the pictures from Chivas! :D

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2011-01-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

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1 Litre of Tears

2011-01-14T15:15:00.003+08:00

Aya Ikeuchi at the age of fifteen was diagnosed with a spinocerebellar degeneration, a disease which malfunctions human's motor function eventually making them paralytic. She went to Higashikou school, but due to her illness couldn't make it for graduation and was relocated to special school for disabled people. She was strong and never thought she would die. She wrote a diary telling how she struggled with her illness, how her family stood by her, how her friends treated her and finally how strongly she never gave up life.

A true story based on the life of Aya Kitō. She was a 15-year-old Japanese girl who wrote a diary about her personal experiences while suffering from spinocerebellar ataxia, a disease which no cure has been found until now. Her diary, entitled 1 Litre of Tears, was first published in her native Japan on February 25, 1986, more than two years before her death at the age of 25. Kito battled the incurable disease for 10 years and suffered both emotional and physical pain but yet managed to keep a positive attitude.

Watching this drama based on her life, I wonder how can I ever be like her if something like this would happen to me. Knowing that her time was short, she made the best of it and stayed positive and strong throughout her battle. Watching her family, makes me realise that these are the people who will be supporting us endlessly at times of need. Watching how her friends treats her makes me wonder how would mine treat me if I was in her shoes. Watching her friend who confessed he loved her despite knowing she would be dying made me touched, wondering if I would meet anyone like that.

1 Litre of Tears has been one very meaningful drama from the many that I have watched. We should appreciate the little things in life because we never know when our time is up. Make the best of the time you have whether its an hour, a day, a week, a month, a year or a lifetime.

"When I put my hands to my heart,
'thump' 'thump',
'thump' 'thump',
I can hear it,
I can feel my heart beating,
I'm happy,
I'm alive." ~Aya Kitō

Appreciate the fact that you are alive. Appreciate the fact that your family are in good health. Appreciate the fact that you have the company of your friends. Get rid of negative thoughts and only think of positive ones. Even a person who is facing death can be so positive, why can't you?

Thats my aim, thats my mission.

"Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results." ~Anon

Smile, and be happy! :D

New Year Revolution!

2011-01-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

Another year is gone. 2010 was a year of drastic changes. Changes in environment. Changes in the kind of people I met. Changes in thinking. Changes in the people around me. And even changes in the people themselves. How can so much change in just over a year? I really wonder. Looking back at 2009 just makes me tear.

2010 has taught me alot though. Meeting all sorts of people made me realise all the different kinds of people there are in this harsh world we live in. Nevertheless, I thank those involved for those bitter sweet memories throughout the year. Those memories makes me who I am today. (:

Its 2011 and its time to move on and leave the past in the past. Whatever changes that may occur this year would have to be endured either way. All I would need now is a positive attitude!

Should have some New Year Revolutions that I am gonna try to stick to.

1. The positive attitude!
2. Exerciseeee!
3. Speak up!

This blog needs a new look pretty soon too! (:

December 2010

2011-01-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

December 2010 was one pretty busy month.

Started off with the great escape to Egypt and Jordan!
Wanna see pictures of Jordan, click here!
Wanna see pictures of Egypt, click here and here!
Got my new camera just hours before boarding the plane! :D

Then it was my Birthday! :D
A small surprise by Michele, Sher Lu, Savita, Adrian, Jonathan and Kee Wen at midnight. Then it was lunch at Manhattan Fish Market with Michele, Sher Lu, Savita, Adrian, Jonathan and Yun Shen on the following day. After lunch, me and Sher Lu went for karaoke! (: Thank you all for the presents!

Then there was Jonathan's Christmas Performance and Larissa's Christmas Party.
Movie marathons with Sher Lu, Caroline, Darshy and Savita. 1 Utama with Caroline and Sher Lu to look for Michele's present. Wheee! Got myself a purse too! :D

Then it was RESULTS! Which was released earlier than suppose to! WHEEEE! All my efforts were worth it! The hours spent in the Bio Lab from 9 am till 11/12 am was worth it after all. Thank you everyone who helped me along the way and made this possible! After all the feeling of fear, comes the feeling of satisfaction! (:

Then it was the surprise planning. After all those planning and invitation, it was after all a success! For the first surprise;
Me, Sher Lu, Caroline, Yun Shen and Eu Wei ent to her house about 12.45 a.m. to surprise her.

For the second surprise;
Me, Sher Lu, Caroline, Joyce Lee, Vanessa, Savita, Adrian, Belinda, Darshini, Kamalini, Latha, Lalitha, Mei Sann, Soo Ann, Xin Yin, Kee Wen, Joevin, Wei Lip, Malveen, Yun Shen and Eu Wei (I think I didn't miss out anyone XD) woke up as early as 6 a.m for some for the 2nd surprise.

Held some "illegal gathering" in 7-11 Kemayan Square at 7.15 a.m. to gather everyone before heading to her house. One whole row of cars drove from Kemayan Square to Chew Residences. Lighted up the cake and walked into the room to surprise her! After surprise, had some cake and went for breakfast in Al-Wazer. Then some parted ways while some joined in for Karaoke in Green Box.

For the third surprise;
Which was planned by her family, Me, Caroline, Joyce Lee, Mei Sann, Xin Yin, Joevin, Yun Shen and Ken Lai went to Kensington while her whole family was already there with a cake! Had dinner with Michele and family while waiting for the New Year to arrive.

:O I have more to say about her birthday than mine! Whats the meaning behind that? *hint* *hint* XD With that over, 2010 has come to an end. Whats bound to happen in this year? We will just have to sit back and watch what changes would take place this time round. Happy New Year everyone!

p.s. pictures from December 2010 are all in FB. See for yourself!

Wish List!

2010-11-30T19:44:00.004+08:00

My Birthday is around the corner, which means its time for PRESENTS (although I don't receive that many each year)!

Wish list hasnt changed much over the year, 1st on my list is still the same. I wonder when will I ever get it. Some new addition though (:

Laptop [CHECKED]
Panasonic Lumis TZ-10 [CHECKED]
Watch
Swimming Suit [CHECKED]
Long Purse [CHECKED]
(I have a lot of requirements of a purse!)
Ipod 4G casing
Milestone Ottercase
Dresses
Perfume [CHECKED]

Can't think of anything else for now. 9 things are already too much to ask for actually! It would be awesome if I can get even half of it!

Of to Jordan tomorrow night. (: 3 days in Jordan, then off to Egypt until the 13th. Will be back on the 13th. Hope it will be fun!

Till then,
xoxo.

A Little Escape

2010-11-28T21:21:00.006+08:00

WACE is over

AUSMAT is over
College is over.

In a blink of an eye, a whole chapter of my life is over. How time flies when you're having fun! Second semester was hectic, very hectic. But the people I met during this period of time made the second semester worth while. Thank you all for giving me bitter sweet memories throughout the year. These experiences are what made me who I am today, so I am indeed very grateful.

Graduation Night was a night for us girls to dress up and wow the crowd! I guess I really looked very different since so many people didn't recognise me. Credits to Thomas and Guys for doing my hair and myself for my make up! (:

Pictures paints a thousand words. (:

With exams completed, and Graduation Night over, a bunch of us headed to the City of Entertainment! A total of 7 of us consisting of Khai Sern, Xin Yi, Chai Ling, Tho Hong, Chun Yeen, Tho Yang and I went all out for some FUN! 3 days 2 nights stay in Awana Hotel. Thank you Xin Yi Kok for the hotel booking and thank you Khai Sern Ooi for organising!

Outdoor Theme Park, Snow World, Sky Venture and Laser Beam. Those were definitely fun but fun doesn't stop when we return back to our hotel. Poker and Pictureka were just hilarious! Confession sessions were just moments of truth. Interesting discoveries, interesting reaction, interesting expressions. Conclusion of confession session? Never ever judge a book by its cover.

Pictures says it all (:

I've moved out and bid farewell to Sunway. If I were to return, I would definitely not stay in the hostel anymore. Lunch Box, Orange and Rock for lunch and dinner for the past 11 months have been ______. With a car, hopefully better food options in SS15, Taipan and other places I have yet to explore. For now, I have to seek approval from my parents to drive OUT of Seremban! (:

That was the little escape I needed after all the work in AUSMAT. It was perfect I would say. (: Coming up is the great escape, to the land of pyramids and pharaohs. (: This is probably the hardest trip to pack for. Since its so hot during the day but its cold at night! Not forgetting the dress code we need to respect being in a Muslim country. Update on the great escape after I get back (:

68 Days

2010-09-10T21:11:00.003+08:00

I always wonder why did I choose to do AUSMAT. Life has never been more hectic than it is now. Imagine; in the 5 coming weeks, I have at LEAST one test each week.

Assessment Week
17.09.10 : Economics
20.09.10 : Psychology
21.09.10 : Mathematics
22.09.10 : Accounting

Mock Exams
30.09.10 : Economics
01.10.10 : EALD
04.10.10 : Mathematics
05.10.10 : Accounting
06.10.10 : Psychology

It has been like this since August. The difference was there was even assignments in August. Now only left with ONE assignment then it will be the end of assignments for AUSMAT. It would also be the last week of topical tests. It to late to regret it now. After all, its almost the end of AUSMAT. Only 68 days to go. Thats the motivation I have to continue striving for the coming days.

My motivation and determination has been building up though. (: Through the many assessments, it helps me build my confidence level. Doing well and receiving praises pushes my confidence up. Even a "Wah!" gives me a sense of satisfaction which drives me to keep it up. Doing badly drives me to improve because I like to see myself doing better than others. Being the best of the best! :D Not sure whats up with the sudden kiasu-ness but I guess its good in a way. (:

With tests to stress me up, I need movies to de-stress. Have been going for movies after almost every test. The Last Airbender, Inception, Avatar, Step Up 3, Grown Ups, Cats & Dogs. Inception is a very interesting movie. Totally loved it! Very psychological! (: Avatar was as good as the last time. Dances in Step Up 3 were amazingly cool! Cats and Dogs were just plain lame. Lesson I have learnt is, Grown Ups is the best movie to watch if you wanna de-stress!

Went for Grown Ups with Sher Lu, Kee Wen, Jonathan and Chew Huay. Everyone except Chew Huay went for dinner before that. Dinner at Kim Gary was pretty good. The talks and gossips we shared were even better! We laughed so much during dinner, but even more during the movie! The movie was seriously hilarious! A must watch for everyone!

After movie, we thought it was to early to go back so we decided to go for Bowling since among us was a state player! I played badly this time round, arm have been too tired these few days due to excessive writing. But overall we had fun! With a lot of theory learned from Jonathan. It was truly a night of fun and laughter! 070910 is definitely a day to remember!

Semester 2 is so much more enjoyable than Semester 1 despite the busy schedule. New people in Sunway (Saranya, Jonathan, Savita) truly made a difference! Dinners are more enjoyable these days. Have been hanging out with the AUSMAT people like Xin Yi, Chew Huay, Tho Hong, Chun Yeen, Li Mei, Khai Sern, Tho Yang etc more as well. Karaoke was fun with them. (:

68 Days
BRING IT ON! (:

2nd Semester

2010-07-24T14:54:00.004+08:00

Have been pretty busy ever since the 2nd Semester begun. Sunway is now more lively with the presence of the July intake people namely, Saranya, Savita, Alia and Johnathan. A much bigger gang now for dinner which consist of all the Seremban-ies! Me, Michele, Sher Lu, Mei Ling, Kee Wen, Savita, Elisha, Saranya, Johnathan.

08.07.10
First week itself was Career Exploration Week. Bowling with a bunch of people before visiting The Star Publication. Pretty fun experience with interesting machinery and crazy people who brighten by college days! (:

Later at night was Eclipse with the Puteri people! (: Dinner at Bubbagump where we had delicious shrimp! Eclipse was pretty good, in my opinion much much better than New Moon. I kinda liked it! :D It was good getting together with old buddies once again.

13.07.10
It was Asma's 19th, so we all headed to Pyramid for some sushi! (: A big bunch of us, about 13 people. Delicious food at Sushi Zanmai. Night of fun and laughter!

15.07.10 & 16.07.10
i-Care day! AUSMAT's charity event. Me, Elisha and Nisha helped out to self for about and hour for two days. Fun times! (:

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Thats for the fun part. I had my Psychology Topical Test and presentation in the same week! Presentation was pretty fun though because I could do something about Rachel Berry from GLEE! :D Topic tests doesn't end there. Not forgetting the assignments!

26.07.10 - Accounting & Finance Theory Test
02.08.10 - Economics Essay
Accounting & Finance Practical Test
11.08.10 - Psychology Assignment due date
EALD Individual Assignment
EALD Group Assignment
Malaysian Studies Assignment and Presentation
Mathematics Probability Test
Mathematics 3C Test
*faints*

All of that in the month of August. I knew this was coming but didn't expect it to be this bad! Now I start wondering why did I take AUSMAT! ):

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Li Shen, Su Shen and Louise is back. (: Great to see Louise once again since YEARS! Had a great weekend with her, Warren and Leonard the past week. Inception on Friday and KL on Saturday. Sadly the plan for Lagoon was canceled last minute.

Now Leonard is away in Australia and I doubt that he will be back anytime soon. The great big Ho Family (24 people) is in Shanghai for the Expo and the upcoming cruise. A trip specially planned for my grandmother's 80th Birthday. It was my choice to stay behind and study. If only I chose to go, I would be missing my ACF and Econs test! XD But I have to face the reality, tests are always a must.

They will be away for about 2 weeks. And now I am in an empty home. The loneliness creeps in when its so quiet. Luckily I have the company of housemates and dearest friends during the week. (:

Next Saturday...

:D

Goodbye blog, its time for me to study. ):

A-23-02-2

2010-07-24T14:52:00.001+08:00

RESERVED
::to be blogged about when I have the time and mood to do so::

Motorola Milestone

2010-07-24T14:45:00.001+08:00

RESERVED
::to be blogged about when I have the time and mood to do so::

Semester Break

2010-06-28T23:38:00.004+08:00

My holidays are coming to an end now. Just a few more days left.

Tomorrow should be good I hope. (:
Have been too lazy to blog this few days.
Not in the mood to and just nothing in specific to blog about.

Started off my holiday with an outing with Kiru and the rest of the bunch. Pretty good time back with my old pals just before they head of to different parts of Malaysia. Good to know that Saranya will be joining me in Sunway. AWESOME! :D and Savita too! The more the merrier!
Wheeeeee!

Went up to KL on Monday to the Japanese Embassy cause my parents had to get their visa done for their cruise in July which I am NOT going for. Once again abandoned in Malaysia in the month of July. Well, its my choice after all. Second semester is gonna be tougher than the first, and I wouldn't want to miss classes for a week! Well, shopping at Pavilion after the embassy then headed home.

Tuesday and Wednesday was just pure True Blood Season 1. More 'adult' as Szu Lyn says but kinda interesting. Finished Season 2 in ONE day on Friday. HAHA! Its only 12 episodes anyway. And now started with Season 3. Wheeee!

Thursday went up to KL once again to the Japanese Embassy then the Korean Embassy. This time with the company of Maxine. She is just so cuteee! Entertaining us throughout the journey. But very stubborn at the same time.
Congratulations to Sher Lu Lee for finally passing your driving test! (:

Saturday went up to KL once again this time to Setia Alam to check the house, then Thai dinner at Taipan. Yummmm! Then dessert at the 100 Yen shop. 3 bowls shared among five. Yummy yummy goodness! My father and Jinn Lin had a marathon the next day so we all slept early.

Early morning, woke up then went to get breakfast. After breakfast, headed to Sunway Residence, my new place. (: A2302 is the unit. Overall the place is okay, similar to the apartment, same cupboards, beds, tables. Smaller racks though! Luckily the kitchen is not so occupied like before. I still have empty drawers and cabinets for me to put my stuff. Toilet is directly opposite, which is pretty convenient. Now just hoping I meet a bunch of awesome housemates especially my roommate!

Headed to Pyramid to meet up with Jinn Lin and my dad after their marathon. Before that, I went to get my PHONE! Finally decided on the Motorola Milestone. (: Thought through it for a long time, and I think I won't regret it. Most users upgraded from the iphone to the milestone so it should be AWESOME! :D Its an Android phone, something pretty new in Malaysia but growing. I'm loving the phone anyways! :D

Just before I start taking pictures of my phone, here is what it looks like.

Still taking some time to figure things out though. Not familiar with the new system. But so far, I'm loving it! :D

One decade and many to come

2010-06-06T16:09:00.004+08:00

In life we come across all sorts of people
Some kind, some mean, some brainy, some artistic, some loud, some shy
well, just all sorts of people.
There is one I met more than 10 years ago.
She's one who is so optimistic, caring, loving, religious, and just one-of-a-kind!

Borned on the 6 June 1992
to the Louis family
youngest among the other 4 Louise sisters, she was named Larissa.
Met her probably when we were 5 or 6 years old
in Tadika Rainbow
where we spent our first few years
learning ABC together

Then we stepped into Primary school together
3-4 years in the same class perhaps (can't recall, hehe!)
Remember the "i don't wanna friend you" moments?
Chinese New Year at my house
and many others.
Priceless I would say.

Then another chapter begun, High School.
Lucky enough to be placed in the same class.
Then we split in Form 2
Then back in the same class again from Form 3 until we left school
More memories shared
In class, Pandu Camp, Church Musicals, problem solving times
Such precious moments.

Although we walk separate paths now
Fate still bring us together in Pyramid (HAHA!)
No matter where the roads leads us to
No matter which continent we may be on
May our story continue
Let us be old grannys one day
and yet still laugh together (:

Thanks for being a part of my life for the many many years
Thanks for showing me the meaning of a true friendship
Thank you for being YOU
Always so hyper and energetic.
Happy Birthday my dear friend.
Love you.

(its all in green, the colour I don't really like but you love! haha)

Back (:

2010-05-28T22:25:00.005+08:00

Disappeared for awhile due to some unresolved issue.
But now back!

One word describes my life now: .B.U.S.Y.
EALD Assignment due on Monday (31 May)
Accounting test next Friday (4 June)
Then its Evaluation Examination!
10 June - EALD
14 June - Mathematics and Psychology
17 June - Economics
18 June - Accounting

Then its
.S.E.M.E.S.T.E.R.
.B.R.E.A.K.
Pathetically short (1.5 weeks) but probably the longest holiday I have.
So it shall be time to enjoy! (:

FB shall remain deactivated till EE ends so that I can stay focused.
But depends on how disciplined I am. :D

Don't like what you see then feel free to read other blogs.
Thank You. (:

Jekyll and Hyde

2010-05-12T10:06:00.003+08:00

I was the one mad in the first place
You asked me to come up
But you had no intentions of fetching me
I was mad for the 3 days
for many other reasons
but I forgive and forget
Tried to patch things up
but it seems like you were even more mad at me that I was at you

Everything you said
Like you have said earlier
Its all about me and there isn't much I can do about it
since its ME
What I am wondering is
Why after all this time
only now you realise you aren't liking the way I am
You never answered this.

Sarcastic?
I have always been
Everyone knows it, its very ME
Even you've known it
But after a year/months
You decide that you don't like it
Whats with the sudden change?!

You said I am mean, rude
I was being sarcastic
You know it
but I apologize
Its not like you weren't either
words you said these two days
if you didn't realise it
was hurtful too
Not only these two days
But sometimes in the past too

You are unbelievable
Once upon a time
you were so nice to me
I still have the messages
where you said
you actually appreciate
Did you actually appreciate?
What happened now?

Jekyll and Hyde
you probably are
I will not say you were mean and horrible
Because to me
you were always nice
Giving advices
Made me not so emo actually
Where was this person I knew?
If I didn't respect
I wouldn't have took the advices

'How can I forget?'
They say
When there is a will
There is a way
Like I have said earlier
You had no will from the very beginning
We could have been just friends even if not close ones
but no
Thats why it is like this now

I guess maybe its true
friends are just like clothes to you
old one gone, new one comes
But it doesn't work that way for everyone
Friendship is more valuable than that
I know I am in no position to tell you anything
but learn to value friendship
If you actually do still communicate with them like you said
Prove it
but between us, we aren't even friends
are we?

Now you are the one ending the friendship
Just because of this minor thing
I won't blame you, I won't blame anyone
I guess it was sooner or later for me anyway
Its just who you actually are
Unable to forgive and forget
Then I hope you are happy the way you are

No tears was shed
You taught me well
Ain't so emo like I was before
I guess its just not worth my tears
But I can't deny
Your actions are just plain hurtful

Hope you will survive in Switzerland
I still think of you as my friend
You were one I actually sincerely cared for
But it seems like it wasn't appreciated
Until this grudge is over
which may take months, years, decades
I hope you will do good

Back!

2010-05-09T09:09:00.002+08:00

Food Fest

KDU Food Fest with Wei Lee, Amy, Chor Kuan, Tina, Jasmine and Ju Enn. Met Kar Yan there too. All kinds of food but not that fantastic.

Aishweenah's 18th
Hang out in Jusco ended up being more like a wait for restaurants. It was labour's day so it was super pack and no where could house 13 of us. So after a while, we drove off to Foodtiam for lunch. Then headed to City Park so that Ashwin could view the video made by Saranya. Then we headed back to Jusco again. A great day out with old pals I miss. Came back from the outing, sick.

Bowling
Was part of the AUSMAT Team for bowling since its the Sunway Sports Carnival this week. There wasn't enough people in the team so I was asked to join. Not to say I am that good in bowling but I've played in the past for fun. Went early with Khai Sern, Tho Hong and Han Wei. Had I Love Yoo then walked around until we decided to just watch people bowl while waiting.

Training round with Wendee was GOOD! Was so surprised I could get even more than 100. :D Then met up with the rest of the team namely, Tho Hong, Jian How, Wen Dee, Renee and Nazreen. Our team was first, but doesn't matter much since we all play at once. First round I score 91, 2nd round 80 and last round __. Don't wanna mention it. Just too bad. My arms were too tired after the 2nd game.

No results up till now. But I am sure we aren't one of the top 4. Competition was really great. Happy to know that I wasn't the weakest in the group! After bowling, me, Wendee, Tho Hong, Jian How and Han Wei headed to BBQ Plaza for dinner. Not much of a satisfying dinner then they proceeded with 2nd and 3rd rounds. I left after BBQ Plaza sadly.

Jinn Lin fetched me to Midvalley so I can catch a train back. Stupid train was delayed. By the time I reached home, it was 12am.
*dead tired*

SPM Anugerah
Back to school once again for the SPM Anugerah. Time to reunite with old buddies again. Talked like we always do during speeches. Got RM60 from the school, better than expected but compared to other schools who got RM100 or some even RM1000, RM60 is just so sad! Photo sessions like always.

Mymesseduplife
I get to stay back at the hostel for another 2 months only. They wanna save the room for the July intake and won't allow to let me extend. Can't access the internet from the hostel which sucks. Nearly lost my Student ID. Just so many things happening that I am hoping I can just get a scholarship and put and end to all these problems. Desperately wanting the JPA Scholarship.
*keeps my fingers crossed*

Some people are pissed at me I guess, but I have no idea why. What did I do?! At least let me know rather than just ignore me and shut me out.

Sick.

2010-05-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

Currently sick.

Back with updates when I'm feeling better.

Updates on...
.food fest.
.aishweenah's b'day.
.mymesseduplife.

Regrets

2010-04-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

Regrets.
Got ditched.
Got ignored.
Got pissed.

Regrets.

Singapore

2010-04-27T15:48:00.002+08:00

The holidays has begun. A short holiday only. Holidays started off with

S.I.N.G.A.P.O.R.E.

Night before, spent a night in F3-10. Funny moments with the vege till 4 a.m. Thanks for the souvenirs and the mua chi! (:

Headed down to Singapore with Wei Lee, Kar Yan, Ebelin, Josh and their other friends. A total of 9 headed to Singapore by First Coach. Wide seats but couldn't really sleep. Arrived at novena at about 1pm, then MRT and taxi to Mcphearson Road where Hotel Windsor was located. Starved until about 5 p.m without eating a single thing all day. Met up with WL's friend then walked about Orchard. 5 ppl in a mini room. Imagine that! WL insisted on sleeping on the papan. XD Cup noodles before bed. Beauty sleep until 12pm. (:

Singapore Zoo the next day. Wasn't exactly the best weather to go to a zoo. Was walking around the zoo in ponchos since it was raining. Met a couple or two more ppl (: Zoo was pretty okay, similar to the one in Healesville, Melbourne. Once again had our first meal of the day at 5pm at KFC this time. Then waited for the night safari. Nothing much to see. Dead tired after walking the whole zoo.

Then headed to Beach Road. Nice place, very WHITE. :D Had Chicken Rice which was quite yummy! Then watched Sherlock Holmes. I was kinda half-asleep though. XD Then a more spacious room to sleep, shared the bed with WL who dominated the bed. XD Moments before sleeping was just hilarious!

Fruits first thing morning then walked and had lunch in some place nearby. Chicken Rice again but I had charsiu this time. Had alot of other food too. I loved the "a-bo-ling". Craving for some right now (: Relaxed all day. Had take away MOS Burger on the bus. Al-Safa after arriving in KL. yakked yakked yakked then
LIGHTS OFF.

(more photos on FB)

Salsa! :D

2010-04-15T18:01:00.002+08:00

Just got back from my first Salsa class today! Pretty fun I must say! :D Although I would say I kinda sucked since I missed 2 classes cause I went back to Seremban. Had to learn like so many moves in just one hour! But I'm loving it! :D A few newbies this week too. 2 of them were GOOD! Funny instructor and funny people too. Gotta remember the steps and brush up on the basics!

Dancing with a guy who is shorter is kinda hard. =X Not insulting or anything but just harder with someone shorter. Anyhow I did enjoy myself. Thank you Nisha for helping me with the moves!

Can't wait for the next class. *jumps*

Stressed

2010-04-10T23:20:00.004+08:00

I just feel so stressed.
Needing to deal with what I hate doing.
Can't someone understand what I am going through?
Please give me a break.
Please don't be so hard on me.
Please don't make me do what I dislike doing.

Please
i don't want to move.

Attacked by Questions

2010-04-08T19:52:00.006+08:00

Went for the JPA interview today. Saw familiar names but not much familiar faces. Talked along with a few though, Xiang Yi, Ju Enn, Shah. Was in the same group as Xiang Yi, panel 3.

I was unfortunately the first in my group. Others in my group were applying for Medicine local, Engineering and Science. I was the only Social Science. Waited quite some time then went into the room with 3 interviewer. 2 men, 1 lady.

Seated and the interview began. We were asked to introduce ourselves in MALAY, mentioning about our family, our school achievements, academic achievements, and reasons why you choose your course. I roughly knew what I wanted to say but since I had to speak in MALAY, it wasn't very fluent. I did manage to state my point though. (:

Then it was the discussion. We were asked to form a semicircle. Our topic was, How we are going to implement the 1 Malaysia concept with our future career. It was okay for me since I was trying to get Communications under Social Science. Relating 1 Malaysia with Communications wasn't that hard.

Then we were asked to sit back to our original places. I thought that was the end of it but NO! Here's the continuous questions.
After you have completed your course, how are you going to pay back the government? Immediately or like after 30 years?

What if you were offered a job overseas? With a higher pay offered overseas, you will be able to pay back the government easily. Will you work overseas?

Does your parents encourage you to work overseas?

What if your employer doesn't allow you to come back to Malaysia?

Then they asked the rest. The rest has such short questions! Similar to mine but like only 1 question? Oh god! Then the last interviewer asked me another question!!

In 5 years, you may have already have your family there, you have a financial commitment to your family. If you were to come back to Malaysia, you will have to start from the bottom all over again. After working 5 years overseas, you would have a higher position with greater pay. Will you still come back to Malaysia?

Like WHY ME? I'm the only one he asked! *faints* Then before we left the room, the lady interviewer was like "No matter what, after you've completed your course, come back and serve the government! Finish the bond then you can work wherever you wish"

The End.

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A piece of MY mind.

I'm kinda pissed. Why? Well, I'm the kind of person who wants to do something even if it means doing more than everyone else when doing a group work. I like the responsibility. I WILL get things done. I know I won't be around and so I said I will do the conclusion. But how am I suppose to do the conclusion without their part?! They asked me for it even though they haven't sent me their part then they say they'll just do it. And all I did is so little? Taking away my responsibility? I just don't like it. Its not like I am loafing around and not wanting to do anything, you guys are taking away what I WANNA DO! I text you and you act like you can't be bothered. Can you guys actually show some RESPECT? The group consist of 3, not only you 2. Thank You.

Numbered.

2010-04-04T02:01:00.005+08:00

In 1 month I will be moving out from the SUN-U Apartments to my Jinn Lin's place in USJ 4. Was hoping for some company but due to transportation issues, I'm moving alone sadly. Somethings just don't go as planned, well I do understand why.

Advantages
A room to myself.
Air-condition room.
Faster internet.
Home cooked meals occasionally.

Disadvantages
The inconvenience.
Alone most of the time since my sister usually gets back late from work.
I will have to drive to college. (i don't like driving!)
Less time to sleep in the mornings.
Less outings with those staying back in the apartment.
More lonely times.

My days in the hostel is now numbered, to be exact only 3 weeks since the last week of April is our holiday. Will I miss staying there? I wonder. I probably will because of the company. Although I have been feeling lonely occasionally this few months, the company is still great.

21 days and counting.

Desires

2010-04-01T21:34:00.003+08:00

"Hoping this weekend will be a good one :D" ----------------------> F.A.I.L.E.D.

Nevertheless, the weekend made me realize many many things and gave me a new mission (:

Malacca was INTERESTING I would say. I was kinda the photographer of the night unintentionally. Couldn't join the fun in the pool, so I just snapped all night long. Some memories from the night.

Wednesday, went pyramid with Sher Lu to get my Psychology surveys filled. Horrible horrible people rejected. BOO THEM! Thanks to the nice ones who completed (; Snack in Carl's Jr with story session, something I miss dearly. Walked around asking about my future phone. Still considering. Blackberry? Iphone?

I like the idea of the slide out QWERTY keypad like N97/N97 mini, but will it actually last? As in will the sliding get lose or spoil after a few months? Touch screen is 2nd on my list. I am just so bored with the candy bar phone. Thats why Blackberry Storm is on my mind. Just thinking about it though since I can't get Storm through Maxis but only Bold. But Blackberry is like a business phone, suitable for a person like me?

Nokia N97 Mini

Blackberry Storm 2

Blackberry Bold 9700

iphone

Waited for Kar Yan to pick us up and some IDIOTIC taxi driver asked ME "AUNTY, mau taxi tak?" GAWD!! Do I actually look THAT old?! Then Kar Yan picked us up and we left to Neo in KL. Pretty place, really Fine Dining (: Birthday treat for Chor Kuan since Malacca was just a disaster. Hopefully it was better this time. Photos of the night (:

A sweet escape again. No guard this time. Lucky us? :D

Thursday. Such a tiring day. Classes as usual, then after class, had lunch with Li Mei in Orange. (: Being each other's company :D Waited for the shuttle for a while, then decided to just walk. Walking alone was pretty scary I must say. =/ Was waiting at the wrong bus stop, and when I realized it, it started raining heavily! My flats was soaking wet when I walked into Pyramid. Walked over to the other overhead bridge through Pyramid.

After a while, I realized that my umbrella had hole(s) in it which explains why my head was getting wet although I was under an umbrella. Wanted to turn back and just go back to my hostel room but the bus came very soon. Drop off at Midvalley to get my earphones from Gardens since mine is spoiled. Looked around for while before going to the station not realizing what time it was!

Train came late. I was like a sardin in the train, people just can't stop pushing. The air-cond was just BAD, I was sweating like crazie! Although I wanted a seat so badly, I still gave priority to an older man when there was a seat vacant. How good am I? XD All the hassle just to come back home to be there for my mummy's Birthday.

Happy Birthday Mummmmyyy!
*hugs*

Days

2010-03-25T16:17:00.004+08:00

Monday

A unforgettable day for one. The parting of a loved one. Thats the worse ever. Sher Lu's grandfather passes away peacefully on Monday morning. My condolences to her and her family. I wonder why has there been so many deaths lately. Natasha's grandmother passed away days ago too. Condolences to all.

Maths test was horrible. Non-calculator part was just idk. I left many half way. I hope I will still get the marks for it. Calculator part was fine yet I couldn't finish it due to the time limit. I didn't even read the last part of the last question. I was still writing the answer for the 2nd part when Ms Rosemary announced that time was up.

Pyramid after the test to relax abit. Present hunting which failed. Horrible food. But a memorable night after we got back, laughing in the Student Centre and being caught on CCTV for ______________. haha! Crazy times.

Tuesday.
Relaxed too much. Caught up with all my TV shows and then slept. Dinner with Edy and friends then 'study' session in foyer. Not a way I would choose to study. Wasted my time with too much distractions. Facebook. Youtube. LOL. Yumcha then back. Night filled with laughter though.

Wednesday.
Left moral to look for 'scissors'! Haha! Li Mei and me went back to my room to get changed. Then we met up with Jason, Max, Yi Ling and Ming Yang to watch Glee. Went to Audi which was empty but left cause there was a CCTV there. LOL Then went into one of the empty classes to watch. Then left to accompany Li Mei for food with Elisha and friend. Back, then dinner with Yi Ling, Wei Ling, Jason and Ming Yang.

Velvet Concert! Caroline, Swea Mun, Joevin and friends were present. Some people FFK! ): Familiar faces in a few bands. The hype was there for the first few bands but it slowly faded away. Was screaming and jumping away but after awhile, I just sat and listened. Left after awhile and followed them for food and drinks.

Tired teary night.

Thursday.
A day alone, for meals and for studying purposes (:

Friday
Bad day. Got back my maths paper and I did badly ): Failed but was lucky not to be called to see Miss Ruma. I assume that would mean I don't have to change class and there is a chance that I can do better the next time. How stupid can I be? 16 from my class passed and the rest failed. Highest is 69% from my class. I feel so dumb.

Economics test was another horrible paper. Didn't have enough time and sorta blank out and forgot my facts. Brh. Not looking forward for getting my paper back at all ): Getting dumb-er by the day.

Went pyramid to grab some stuff, then KY picked me up for movie in Tropicana City Mall. Watched some chinese movie which is the crappiest of all time. We all had a good laugh (: Then dinner. Back at F3-10, Jay Chou song guessing and singing session. Lights off.

Hoping this weekend will be a good one :D

shivers

2010-03-19T20:48:00.004+08:00

Tuesday
Unexpected movie outing with Cheok and Lee. Waited for the shuttle alone. The wait was like so damn long! Heard a few girls saying they are going to take a taxi to Pyramid and I actually had the guts to go up to one of them and ask whether I can go along with them and share the fare! Me talking to strangers doesn't seem very me. Hmm. Well I had not much choice since I was alone and it was getting kinda late.

They were nice, wanted to pay the exact amount but she only took RM1. Walked around and saw them and they smile. Friendly people (: Met Cheok and Lee on the way to Carl's Jr. Yummy yummy food that night but in HUGE amounts! The burger was 2-3 times the size of a McD burger. Swallowing the last mouth was a challenge. Someone didn't even finish her burger :P and someone was greedy ordering a burger and fish & chips! :P

There was just too much food so we took away the fries and drink (although at the end we still didn't finish it) Watched Remember Me, starring Robert Pattinson. He was charming just but not as charming as Edward Cullen :P The screen was horrible! Throughout the whole movie, it was like stretched. Everyone looked super short and fat. The movie was boring but it was a nice ending although it was very sad.

3 people in a 2 sitter car back to hostel. The night ends emo.

Thursday (:
Woke up at 6.40 a.m, took my bath got ready for driving which was scheduled at 7.15 a.m. Driving lesson dragged on till about 9-10a.m. Met like so many there! Puteri-ans, Paulians, Mewahians, Georgians. 10 a.m got home, had my brunch then left for school to settle documentations. Got home at 12 p.m then left to Inmaju. My test was suppose to be at 2.00 p.m but I was asked to be there at about 1 p.m.

Waited for like ages but had a few familiar faces there to chat with. My turn was FIRST! How scary can that be. But luckily I PASSED! :D I was lucky cause the JPJ guy was really nice. (: Got back home by 4 p.m. something, took my bath then left for the train station. Took a train to Sentral then a bus to Pyramid. Finding the bus was a problem but luckily I went the right direction. :D

By the time I reached Pyramid, it was 7.40 p.m. Bought whatever I needed then waited for them to finish their movie. Had Ayam Penyek for dinner. Yummm! Then headed home. (: Imagine how dead tired I was?! And I was carrying my bag which weighed a ton! My back was aching and so were my hands. Worse part is, I have a test the next morning which I hardly studied for. Luckily tips were given before the test! Phewwww!

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My fear now is Maths. The paper this monday was already crap and the real test is coming up in just days! I don't wanna fail and join March intake.
*shivers*

L.O.N.E.L.I.N.E.S.S.

2010-03-17T00:05:00.001+08:00

“It's so lonely when you don't even know yourself.”

“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”

“When we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most”

“The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.”

"Loneliness the clearest of crystal insight into your own soul, its the fear of one's own self that haunts the lonely."

"People think they know me, but they don`t. Not really. Actually, I am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, I guess you could say that it hurts to be me."

test test TEST

2010-03-14T20:34:00.003+08:00

I have 4 test coming up this week! Will I be able to do it?

Mathematics 3C/3D (15 March)
Its an open book test and sorta a pre-test before the real one but then I am scared I wouldn't be able to answer. Ms Rose said we are advised to join the 3A/3B March intake classes if we are unable to answer the questions because that shows that we can't cope. I really don't wanna go to 3A/3B. Its just too embarrassing! 3C/3D ain't that difficult but I couldn't quite understand the first few parts. Hopefully with more practice I will be able to improve before the major test on the 22 March. This test covers 325 pages from my book. Imagine that! :S

Economics (17 March)
Covering 2 chapters. We did alot of examples in class so I am not that pressured about it. Just hoping that the essays for the test will be similar to those exercises we have been doing in class. The factual part is what I am more worried about. But as weird as it may seem, the fear doesn't drive me to start studying but rather just be super lazy.

Driving Test (18 March)
I would say my driving ain't very good but I hope I won't have to repeat the test. Wanna get used to driving ASAP because I will need to move to Jinn's place in May. Driving in KL is scary enough so I really gotta get used to driving. Hoping that the instructor would be a nice one.

Psychology (19 March)
I enjoy the subject but I have no idea what kinda questions would be asked. She didn't mention whether the questions were essay questions, structure questions or MCQ. We are all on our own to read up on everything! Nervous as I may be, I am still not studying.

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Its the time again where I become super lazy to do absolutely anything. Today I just lay in bed, dreaming and sleeping. It sucks because I can't get anything done. Haven't applied for all scholarships yet and I haven't touched any of those subjects above yet. How doomed am I? Scholarships are all I am depending on!

(finally off to venture into the pile of notes and books)

Thankful

2010-03-13T21:08:00.002+08:00

Finally gotten the time to sit down and blog. (:
Thankful that I've gotten S.T.R.A.I.G.H.T As!
4 A+, 2 A, 4A-
which totals up to 10As! (:

Congratulations to
Kirudarshini, SherLuLee, MicheleChew, CarolinePok, SooAnn Ng, XinYinLio, SaranyaRaj, Aishweenah, LathaK, LalithaK, Darshini, Janaeni, ChuaSiuTing, JasmineKok, JoyceLau, GeraldineLiew, Maha, Lisa, Haslinda, Larissa and the rest who scored excellent results!
WE DID IT. :D

Special Thanks to K.I.R.U. (:
The only person around who has more confidence in me than even myself! I love how she could so confidently tell me that I WILL score straight As even a day before the results. Never fail to encourage me wherever and whenever. The person who never fails to impress me. Who gets chosen for PKTR? You tell me. :D Kiru, you will go far. Believe me. (:

Thanks Vege for the celebration! Celebration was fun but turned sad towards the end. Very sad in fact. I wonder why. Vege, please understand me and tell me why. (: I got straight As, but life still goes on. Fell asleep during classes on Friday. No movie but very good food in Gardens. QTI test today, I passed and is qualified for the KPJ test this coming Thursday. Hopefully I will pass although I know my driving is ________.

3 Sigma gathering was small but nice. (: I miss those times when we can just talk about everything among ourselves. Enjoyed my time with Kiru, Saranya, Latha and Kamalini. I'm glad I actually went, it made me realize actually how much I miss my friends. Keep in touch, would yall? Please! ):

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

The song who kept me strong throughout SPM until results were out. (;

L.I.F.E.

2010-03-05T21:34:00.003+08:00

Nothing much from the not-so-interesting life of mine. Tried saving money this week and made my own sandwiches for lunch. I ate egg sandwich for 3 days and I was already sick of eating it and decided to treat myself on Thursday. Great dinner all week (; Bak Kut Teh, Ikan Bakar, Lunch Box, Sushi zanmai. Yumms!

Suppose to watch Alice in Wonderland 3D on Thursday, bought tickets but movie was canceled so we watched Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. Enjoyed the movie much! :D Laughing away throughout the movie. Great times Great time! (; Daughter of Poseidon, Daughter of Zeus. hahaha!

Results out on the 11th March 2010. I guess everyone is nervous as myself, I just can't help it. Its like finally I will know whether my efforts paid off! I am so nervous. I just hope that its true what they say that SPM results will be better than trials. Hope there will only be tears of joy on the morning of 11th March 2010. God bless us all.

Accounting and Finance test coming up this Monday. Nervous as I have always been for that subject. As you may know, Accounts is NOT my subject. Many many tests lined up; Accounts, Economics, Psychology and Maths.

I don't know whats up with me. Keep thinking thinking thinking about my life. Making me all emo. I guess its cause I always compare my life to others. Thinking that others are living a life much better than mine. Jealousy is my enemy. Get rid of it for me.

*sigh*

Sky Trex EXTREME Adventure

2010-02-27T16:56:00.002+08:00

Me, Sherlu, Karyan, WeiLee, Cheok family and friends joined for this outing. Suppose to go for the Sky Trex Big Thrill but it was fully booked so we went for EXTREME Challenge! *faints* Our slot was at 1 pm so we went earlier to cycle up (;

I gave up cycling and passed my bike to Benny after a while. I am a beginner cyclist after all! Went up to the start point and had a sandwich made by Gary. Geared up for our adventure then started the briefing.

First challenge itself was climbing on a rope ladder which was like killer high! All of us were so tired even though we haven't reached the first platform. Then next was flying fox! :D It was really scary at first but after the whole sky trex, flying fox is the EASIEST! I would say I completed 3/4 of the whole thing because I took one shortcut cause I was adviced to by the eggplant! XD

I went right through the end anyways. Climbed loads of rope ladders, flying fox, walking on one rope, walking on 2 ropes, walking on hanging planks of wood, etc. The hardest of all I would say is the rope ladder! It was seriously very tiring! Then followed by walking on 2 ropes. We started at about 2 pm and finished at about 5 pm. Congratulation to all who completed, another time someday?

Went through the whole thing with only 1 sandwich since we didn't have breakfast nor lunch. I went on more than 2 hours without a drop of water! I was so dehydrated! Then 5 cars, drove to Klang for dinner. Had dinner in New Boston, Klang which had yummy yummy food! Imagine how nice it was when even Sher Lu who never takes spicy food just couldn't resist the food! XD

It started raining heavily when we were leaving. Thank you KaryanHooi for the lift back. It was interesting snapping pictures of the 2 pigs on the way! :D

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In the past few days many things took place which would leave a memory which would last forever. Endings, new experiences, unbelievable acts, war declaration. LOL But most importantly, I had great company all week long (; To the jealous people, be as speechless as much as u want. We don't give a damn. (;

"All that I'm after is a life full of laughter"

Freedom Gone?

2010-02-24T01:01:00.002+08:00

When I had my freedom,
I didn't appreciate it.

Now that its gone,
I am missing it.

*sigh*

Chinese New Year 2010 (:

2010-02-16T22:22:00.004+08:00

There is seriously no CNY atmosphere this year. Probably I've grown out of it already and CNY is a day like any other. A thing about this year is Szu Lyn is back so its a happy family :D

1st Day (Sun)
Grandmom's house was super quiet this year though but we still had our rounds of mahjong (:

2nd Day (Mon)
Home all day. Playing rummy and mahjong (: Then at night it was the Cheok's place. Cards, drinks and food. W+C was good! Half finished is quite alot I guess among only 4-5 of us. Slept over at Cheok's with Kar Yan.

Slept at 5 a.m. then woke up at 7 a.m. cause I was having a cramp! Got up, wanted to walk to the toilet but I was spinning and my vision was so blurred. Leaned against the door then slide to sit on the ground. "fainted" haha! According to them I was super pale! =X Kar Yan got me a cup of water then I was feeling better. Had a lolypop while sleeping in case I having low blood pressure! It took me 2 hours to finish it cause I fell asleep! Well, I think I got up too soon and the blood just rushed to my feet and thus that happened. XD

3rd Day (Tues)
Watched Valentine's Day (: with WeiLee, Sherlu and Kar Yan. :D
Thank you Karyan for the many many lifts home! (:

4th Day (Wed)
Michele's House; good times! (: Went out for dinner with the Chews together with Chen and Pok. Then proceeded to Siang Malam to meet up with Joevin and Shawn who weren't there yet. So we decided to walk to Jusco (: Joevin fetched us all to Cheok's crib. Funny journey thereee! XD

Night at Cheok's place will be a memorable one. Unbelievable acts and lessons learnt. All I can say is probably, I treasure my friends more than myself. Putting aside my safety and just going all out for others. Good or bad? I think sometimes, that is just me. Thinking back what could have happened frightens me but I am glad I did what I did. (:

Night ended in with another night spent in Cheok's room but this time shared by 6 in a room. =X Funny moments throughout the night; "Quek Lin", "Quek Su Quin", story sessions. Just memorable moments with ones I just knew! XD

5th Day (Thurs)
Singstar session in my place. Funny funny playbacks. Winner overall is QUEK CHOOI LIN :D The Sherlu's house then Karaoke. 3 ppl with sore throat (CL, SL, WL) sung through about 2-3 hours. Haha! Tong sui before heading home (: Thanks Cheok for the ride all day :D

Cheok & Hooi filled week XD

2010-02-12T23:00:00.006+08:00

Sunday

Went up to KL to SHOP SHOP SHOP! :D Had yummy yummy lunch in delicious! I had Grilled Three Cheese Sandwich which was AWESOME! :D Went to get WeiLee's be@arbrick then proceeded to Pavilion. Finally bought my flats! :D Had wantanmee then a night at F3-10. Slept at 3am woke up at 7am. Thank you KaryanHooi for the lift up! (:

Monday
WeiLee and KarYan took us Midvalley after class hoping to catch a glimpse of Kris Allen. Went there and only the MEDIA could go in. So we left and had Ayam Penyek in the food court. Quite nice I would say ;) Walk walk walk, found another flats =X then HOME.

Wednesday
Wei Lee invited us for dinner in KDU which was served by her friend. WL and Karyan fetched us there but we could go in cause only booked for 4 and they won't allow 5 to go in. Then we proceeded to CRAB! It was yummy yummy yummy! Thank you WeiLeeCheok for the treat! Then we had ice-cream in Baskin Robbins, thank you SherLuLee for the treat! :D

Thursday
Had 4 classes continuously which is equivalent to 8 hours non stop without breaks in between. Only had sandwich for the day. Then packed and went skating with Sherlu, Wei Lee and Karyan. From my experience the last time, I think I have developed a phobia of skating. I just couldn't let go of the side and I was like shaking! gosh!

Then we had dinner in Look Out Point, idk what is the name of the restaurant but the view was AWESOME. Then to Haven where we had a drink and they shisha-ed. Another night in F3-10. Was watching some HK drama and we had indomie at 4 a.m. XD

Friday
Everyone (Me, Sherlu, Karyan, WeiLee) woke up late when we were suppose to be picking Michele up at 11 am! Got up then proceeded to Sunway. On the way we drop by Wondermilk to buy cupcakes for Xin Yin and Rachel. While waiting to pay, the cupcakes looked so tempting! :D Had lunch in Raju, yummy fooddd and funny waiter. hahaha! The proceeded home, thank you Karyan for the lift. Dinner in Pizza Italia to celebrate Rachel's belated Birthday and Xin Yin's advanced Birthday. We hope you enjoyed yourself! (;

Freshie Night :: Twilight

2010-02-03T01:07:00.003+08:00

First event in college; FRESHIE NIGHT (: Theme was twilight. I read from the group in FB that it is casual rather than formal so I put aside my dress and went with my black sorta-tube top with a black skirt. :D

I guess I was half human, half vampire since I had a vampire bite on my neck and my face was pale. hahaha! I was a human that just got bitten by a vampire and is currently transforming into a vampire thats why I have no fangs yet. XD

Great performances all night long. Many many dances, singing and the band. It was all AWESOME. :D An enjoyable night full of entertainment. (:

I want moreeee! (:

2010-01-31T15:16:00.002+08:00

28 January 2010
Went to Taylors to meet up with Larissa, Rebecca, Natasha and Janaeni. Then went to Pyramid to shop! (: Me, Michele, Larissa and Natasha bought the same pair of shoes! :D

Half had dinner in Nandos while the other half had dinner in Kenny's. Nice meeting up with them after so long (;

More in the future I hope! :D

30 January 2010
Went for yumcha with WeiLeeCheok, Vanessa, Kar Yan, Sher Lu and Caroline. Great story telling session! (: Meet up with them after quite some time. More more more please! :D

Thank you Vanessa for the treat and Kar Yan for the ride! (:

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I want moreee! Skytrex soon PLEASE! :D
Someone go shopping with mee! I am desperate.
I still need shorts, shoes and something to wear on the 1st day!
CNY I can't wait!
*jumps*

Unfair!

2010-01-30T12:16:00.003+08:00

Once again, my parents and sister are going on a holiday WITHOUT ME. To celebrate my grandmother's 80th Birthday, my family is planning a cruise around Asia. Since I have NO holidays at all in July and they are gonna be away for 10 days or more, I can't risk missing classes again! So I am being abandoned in Malaysia again.

I wanna go to meet up with Louise, Li Shen, Su Shen etc. *sigh* I guess now my life is all about studying studying studying. *cries*

I WANNA GO TOO! ):

Melbourne :D

2010-01-29T20:11:00.004+08:00

A holiday to Melbourne was good since it has been a year since I went for a holiday overseas. I like the weather there but not the environment since its not much greenery. The shopping is very good too! :D My holiday summarized. (: I think its not that short but please excuse me because I always have the tendency to write LONG. XD

Day 1 (12.01.10)
Arrived and it was super hot! We stayed in Melbourne Oasis YHA. Our room was on the 5th floor and there was no lift. :S Went in our room and it was like a sauna! I got changed into a skirt and went out for lunch. At night, had dinner with my dad's friend then we went to the St Kilda BEACH. The breeze was so freezing COLD! I had like a super thin cardigan and a shawl. :S I saw penguins though :D

Day 2 (13.01.10)
SHOPPING :D
but I didn't get anything

Day 3 (14.01.10)
Went to Queen Victoria Market. Had some yummy food then went to collect our car. Our car was upgraded to a dark blue Audi A6 cause there wasn't any portable GPS available. I love my pretty car! :D I was the GPS operator for the whole trip. Headed to Healesville Sanctuary. It was pretty fun! :D Got close to animals in their natural habitat. I touched a kangaroo! :D

Day 4 (15.01.10)
Drove to Philip Island. Went to a Chocolate Factory. Then went to an old farm, Churchill Island. Then we went to the Koala Conservation Centre. Well, I have concluded from this trip that KOALAS are the LAZIEST animal around. They sleep for 20 hours a day. So you can hardly find a koala awake and moving around. So instead of calling someone lazy a pig, call the person a koala! :D The best part of the day was when the sun was about to set (about 9pm). We went to the beach to watch PENGUINS! They come out after the sun sets. These species are called the Fairy Penguins because they are so small. They were SO CUTEE! Coming up from the shore and walking in groups. Awwww! Then we could see them along the walkway too. They were so close! There was even one which crossed the road in front of us! I LOVE PENGUINS! I want one as a pet! ahahaha!

Day 5 (16.01.10)
Went to the Australian Garden. A landscape garden. It was SO HOT. I don't really like the environment in Australia cause its so dry! There is hardly any greenery. Every the plants in Malaysia is so much nicer. Australia is like a desert, brown everywhere! Well, Australia is one of the driest continents anyway. After that we went STRAWBERRY PICKING! Something I always wanted to do in England but I always go during the wrong weather. I got lucky this time! Went back with 3 boxes of juicy strawberries. The ice cream was just so delicious! :D Went to Queenscliff, where we were gonna spend 2 nights. In the evening we went to Point Lonsdale. The wind there was the strongest I have ever felt. I could feel like as though I am being blown away! But it was nice (: There were a couple taking their wedding picture at the beach too. Beautiful! (:

Day 6 (17.01.10)
Wasn't one of my best days. We went CYCLING. Well, I am not much of a cycling person. In fact I have never cycled before (long distance). I learned how to cycled few years back when I was in UK. I only cycled in front our my aunt's house then. Well, this time, i cycled for 16 KM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is no joke! Not only that, it was RAINING. I cycled through rain and shine for about 2 hours. Whole body ached after that. Gimme a round of applause for my achievement! :D Then we sat on a old steam train (if that is what u call it). Had yummy dinner in Pt Lonsdale. Pasta was just AWESOME. That was our second night at the same restaurant!

Day 7 (18.01.10)
The next day was the drive on the Great Ocean Road. Stunning scenery all along the way! The sea was just beautiful. Let the pictures speak for themselves. We went to Apollo Bay. That was the place with the nicest hostel! It was seriously very nice! It had a real fire place etc. Had more beautiful scenery for the day!

Day 8 (19.01.10)
Was suppose to go Ballarat but changed our plans. We went fruits picking again! HAHAHA! This farm is not so specialized, it has all kinds of berries, plums, apples etc. Didn't pick much this time since we were leaving in 2 days. Then it was shopping in Geelong! :D After that we headed back to Melbourne city to return the car. *sobs* Was so sad to bid my pretty car goodbye. ):

Day 9 (20.01.10)
Shopping day! We went to Richmond for shopping! :D Managed to get a pretty black dress from there ;) Then we went to Chapel Street. Got some stuff from there. At night me and my mom went to Suzuki Night in Queen Victoria Market. It was so happening there! All kinds of food! There were so much to buy too. It was a Spanish Night for us. All Spanish food including our desert! Went to the rock sweet shop and it was pretty amazing to see them do the sweet live! It was seriously handmade. Impressive I must say! :D

Day 10 (21.01.10)
Went to Queen Victoria Market to get breakfast and some goodies to bring home. Had our breakfast then left for the airport. Goodbye Melbourne, I have to snap back to reality and get back to college. ): Flight back was horrible! Was sick in the plane for the last 2 hours. Imagine that. There was just too much turbulence.

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More holidays soon I hope ;)

Laughter is the BEST medicine

2010-01-10T00:03:00.005+08:00

Went for karaoke with Wei Lee, Joyce, Kar Yan and Rxue today. Was pretty emo during the beginning (VERY i think) Haha! Sang WELCOME TO MY LIFE (: Didn't really sing cause was having sore throat, wasn't in the mood anyways. Sher Lu came very late. Sang HER songs. Then the last song was hilarious! We sang _____. but we changed it to fit everyone. hahaha! We laughed and laughed and laughed. (:

Was suppose to go for Aishweenah's gathering but I went for Korean dinner. Sorry people I couldn't make it again! :S Had Korean BBQ (: Very very nice chicken. Yums! :D Drank some so-ju *yucks* Then went for yumcha with Sher Lu, Wei Lee, Kar Yan, Rxue and Vanessa. Met loads of people there; Caroline, Swea Mun, etc. Drank, talked and left.

Thank you people for your company which really cheered me up! Laughing away with the lamest things chased away my emo self (; Last bit of karaoke was fun fun FUN! :D More sessions PLEASE. Conclusion of the night is : Laughter is the BEST medicine. :D Wait till I come back for the super fun activities! (: WAIT FOR ME!

The night ends.

I hate it ):

2010-01-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

Ne-Yo's Year of the Gentleman Concert was last night. Didn't buy any tickets or score any. It was held in Sunway Surf Beach so I was hoping that we could watch it from Sunway College's Rooftop Theater. (: We went there but we could only see the stage. Someone came out to sing and we thought it was Ne-Yo but it was too soft! So we just went back to our apartment.

From our apartment we could hear some lady singer with quite a good voice. After a while I could hear the MC saying "Ne-Yo Year of the Gentleman" and I was like OMG that is from the concert! *screams* I was taking my bath and I could hear NE-YO singing Because of you! *faints* After my bath, I sat by the window hearing to all the songs! (:

He sang Because of you, Single, Sexy Love, Irreplaceable, Take A Bow, Part of the List, Never Knew I Needed, Mad, Miss Independent, So Sick and Closer. There are some songs which I dunno what. It was so clear from our apartment and that is just AWESOME. Although can't see, can hear so clearly!!

Orientation today was B.O.R.I.N.G. I expected games and ice breaking. Activities I need to make some friends but instead they gave us a talk about how to manage our money. It was quite true but yet it was boring as it dragged on. Ended early then went to the library for the internet which keeps on hanging i dunno why. Then left to the apartment to get ready since WeiLee and KarYan were about to reach.

Brought back laundry and all my clean clothes cause I will have to pack for MELBOURNE. Then proceeded to F3-10. (: Me and michele helped to clean up the apartment cause it was just unbearable. haha. Michele mopped the floors and wiped the window and i cleaned the kitchen which had _____ on the wall! I cleaned the toilet abit too.

Then we went for lunch in the Curve. Had fried kueyteow in Little Penang. Thanks for the treat (: then we went to a factory-like-KDU =X But it looks quite nice (: Although the air conditioning is just super cold! *shivers* then we left for Seremban (: Thank you WeileeCheok and KaryanHooi for the company and the lift home (:

I guess my emo days are back again? I do not like it. It ruins my mood. Brh. There is so much bothering me now. Jealousy, missing classes, LONELINESS, expenses. I am leaving for Melbourne on Tuesday and am I excited? NO. *sigh*

I hate it right now.
Help me.

Lonely

2010-01-07T14:01:00.002+08:00

Classes have started so now I am all alone. So far I have attended EALD, Psychology, Economics. Some of the people in my class attend all the 3 subjects together and perhaps the other 2 too. Lectures are okay. Young but good I guess. They can be strict and they can be fun.

I met a few people; Marcus, Kim, Jaclyn, Elissa and others which I can't remember their names any longer. We talked but there are no topics for conversation. In classes I sit ALONE. I hardly know anyone, why is it so hard for me to make friends? Michele and Soo Ann have their clicks already. Everywhere I go I am alone. Class, library, lunch. Everything. I just hate this. I am so so lonely.

Thursdays sucks. Its great that I only have one subject, Economics but after 12.30pm I am FREE until the next day! Which means that I will be alone like I am now. Going to pyramid alone is emoish and dangerous. Going online is boring since I am restricted, internet in the apartment is annoying as it always request for my id and password. Internet in the college doesn't allow me to access youtube, blogger.

I wanna meet friends that I can get along with and actually hang out with them. This was the very reason I was NOT looking forward for college. I'm all alone. Lonely lonely lonely.

*breaks down*

College!

2010-01-05T23:41:00.004+08:00

Moved into my apartment on Sunday. My unit is okay just that its located on the 5th floor! Gosh! Exercise everyday! Very tiring but good for me la I guess since I wouldn't be able to get any exercise these days. Saw some familiar faces here, Dinakar, Elisha, Mei Ling, Chia Ern, Chan Hwa people & Bukit Mewah people.

First day of college was OK, kinda boring cause it was all TALKS. Then lecturers of AUSMAT explained about each subject and I have decided to take up
English
Maths
Accounting & Finance
Economics
Psychology
I hope I will like my subjects so that I would be able to score! :D

Tours today started at 10.30 and ended at about 1. So plenty of time for us to do anything we want! Was kinda bored though cause had too much free time. Got people to attend to our complains. Then we took a shuttle to Sunway Pyramid. (: Walked around and met Wei Lee Cheok, Sher Lu Lee and Kar Yan Hooi. :D Went for food in Sushi Zanmai. Nice food! (: Then walked around more.

Once again, NINE people squeezed into Kar Yan's car! Kar Yan, Wei Lee, Sher Lu, Me, Michele, Soo Ann, Mei Ling, Chia Ern & roommate! Luckily the car didn't berasap this time! :D Karyan, Wei Lee and Sher Lu paid a visit to our apartment. Sat for awhile then left. Thanks for the lift, visit and the company for the night (;

Classes starts TOMORROW! Getting my timetable tomorrow morning. Wish me luck, hopefully I will be able to find some friends! (: Till the next post, miss me! XD

Happy Birthday Michele Chew! (:

2010-01-05T23:00:00.002+08:00

I know its been awhile since I last blogged, I have been busy with Michele's 17th preparations and now, COLLEGE! Anyways, here is a very brief explanation about Michele's Birthday!

28 December 2009 - 31 December 2009
Started making a box and painting it. Caroline helped me out with the design and the cuttings. Wei Lee helped out with the painting. Thank you thank you *bows* Joyce Lee helped to cut the mahjong paper. Thank you!

Then me, caroline, sherlu and joyce was suppose to fill the inside of the box like a card. Since it was so big, it took quite long, until the last minute we were still doing it. I was doing an album with 40 pages for her present too. So that took up quite alot of time too.

We first surprised her at Alan's Kopitiam on the 30th when she was having her Leo Farewell. Me, Soo Ann, TMS, Swea Mun, Xin Yin and Jessica walked in with a cake and she was surprised! Although this surprise was really last minute, it was still successful and she cried! (:

On the 31st, me and caroline helped my mom make a cheese cake. Since I have never made that cake before I needed help! Haha! Anyways, we were completing our box which took almost the whole day! Did some in my house, then continue doing in Sher Lu's house then lastly finished in Wei Lee's house. Sorry WeiLeeCheok cause we couldn't help u with the preparation for your party!

We assembled the box in Michele's house and put in it the middle of her house, she opened it and all the sides fell open, revealing our 'cards'. While she was reading, we came walking in with a cake (: Me, Sherlu, Poks, Vanessa, Joyce, Eu Wei & Chen was there. She was SPEECHLESS and started crying again. WHEEEE! Our hard work paid off since she was surprised! Shortly after the surprise we headed to Wei Lee's party.

Walked into Wei Lee's house and I saw Wei Lee and Kar Yan walking out with 2 cakes! They started singing and I thought it was to Michele and I was looking around for her. One of the cake was actually for MEEE! My super belated surprise from WeiLeeCheok (: Thank you very much! You kept to your words! :D Then 2nd cake was for Michele!

Whole night long had some drinks! (: Nice nice nice! Luckily I wasn't drunk in the end! When it was New Year, they started playing with water. I stood next to Wei Lee TWICE and that was the two times I got wet. haha! Fun times anyways! The most fun I had perhaps since SPM ended. At about 1 something me, caroline and michele left for michele's house for a sleepover. Sherlu was _____. Sleepover we took crappy pictures! HAHAHA! Slept at about 5 (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELE CHEW!
I hope your 17th was more memorable than your 16! (:
Me love you! (;

To everyone else,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
2009 treated me well. New friends, great ones. Old friends, awesome company. and all together brings MEMORIES. Ones that I would treasure always! (: Just hoping that 2010 will be as great as 2009 or even better with newer friends, lots of them while I am in college! Hoping that the new chapter in my life would bring me more joy and laughter! (:

Decision made

2009-12-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

Finally made my decision about what to study. Have been so frustrated for weeks about what to study and when to start but now I have finally made my decision. Studying AUSMAT in SUNWAY starting in JANUARY. January 4th.

This morning I told my parents about what the counselor told me about A levels and then my dad was like come lets go today to register and I was like WHAT?! So soon?! Got ready and left for Sunway University College. I was so hungry cause I didn't even have my breakfast. On the way there I texted my sister and she said I should take AUSMAT instead of A Levels to save time.

In Sunway, we waited for Vanessa Lim to attend to us but she was busy and another unknown person came to us instead. Anyways the person said it would be better for me to take AUSMAT. So I took the advice and choose AUSMAT. Mom says better for me to stay in the apartment for now until I learn how to drive then I will move to stay with my sister and hopefully Michele will join me too (;

Now that me and michele are college mates and course mates, I am hoping that we will be ROOMMATES! :D and have some classes together too! I can't wait! *excited* Being in the same college as Michele is a happy thing but not being able to spend much time with Sherlu is a sad thing. Liquor experimenting, KL etc is pretty much impossible now. *cries* I'm just hoping that there will be ONE sleepover before college starts.

2009 is coming to an end and there is so many parties coming up! College is in about 1 weeks time. I have gotta treasure my time with my loved ones. *tears*

Skating Christmas (:

2009-12-26T00:23:00.004+08:00

Followed Michele and family to Sunway today. Caroline followed along too. First destination was Sunway University College for Michele's college registration. One of the counselor there was really good in my opinion but also rather scary at the same time. Good advice for me and michele (: Maybe I will do A-Levels in Sunway now. MAYBE.

Then we went around looking for a parking so that we could EAT. Round and round but no parking! Went to another place, got parking but no food. HAHA Finally ended up in a Nasi Kandar shop, had maggi goreng then headed to SUNWAY PYRAMID (:

Went walking around, tried some stuff in Nichi. Quite nice quite nice (: Then we went to the skating ring! :D paid, went in and wore the skates. Gosh, it was so hard to walk in those skatesss! But well walking ain't the hardest part. SKATING was terrible! When we first went into the skating ring, I think it was just bad timing cause the skating ring was very wet. Less than 10 minutes we had to go out already cause they wanted to wipe of the water.

Waited so long then finally went back into the skating ring. Skating is so damn freaking hard! Imagine standing on 2 line which is barely 1cm! Your whole weight is supported on the 2 metals! Not only that, the skating ring is SLIPPERY! I managed to go one round around the skating ring HOLDING the sides. Believe me it aint easy. Caroline could do one round only too. Michele is the one with the most achievement. She managed to skate till the centre! *claps* and went for a few rounds

The worse part of skating was when I fell down! Caroline was holding onto Michele, and I was holding onto Caroline. Caroline lost her balance and fell down. She fell so I fell. 2 kind guys were good enough to help me up BUT i couldn't get up!! The guys gave up and Michele and another girl helped me up. *thank you kind people* I had enough and left the skating ring. My pants were all wet!

Waited for Michele and Caroline then we changed into comfy footwear, SLIPPERS. Even after we changed, I still feel like I am on skates, trying to balance! Gosh. Had a drink and toast in Toast Box then headed to Seremban. Had Nasi Lemak for supper before Michele's parents gave me a lift home. (:

Christmas this year was not like the past 16 years (: A meaningful and memorable one spent together with loved ones. Once again missing SherluLee. *sigh* Come back fast please!

Frustrated

2009-12-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

I've been so lazy lately. Just some updates and things on my mind.

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On the 19th, went up to KL with Michele to Midvalley for the Education Fair. There weren't that many booths there. Collected alot of info about Mass Communication, Pre-U and Business. My bags were so heavy! Inti was the most initiative but very insulting. ):

Inti Lady : Are you looking for a course for your sister?
Chooi Lin : No, for myself!
Inti Lady : *shocked* Owh...

Just because I am taller than Michele doesn't mean I am her SISTER! People shouldn't judge based on height! Walking around, many passed me leaflets but nt michele. XD Sunway didn't participate in the edu fair so we left to Sunway College. Gosh, the jam was terrible! Went to Sunway although we haven't had our dinner. The lady from ADP who talked about Communications got me interested. After Sunway, we left for FOOD! Went to Asia Cafe, I had spaghetti bolognese which was YUMMMMY! Then had dessert in Snow Flake. Then headed HOME.

On the 2oth, went for Aspirer's Christmas Party in Larissa's house. I guess I came a lil too overdressed. :S Games were fun! We played The Pulse Game then Human Knot. FUN FUN FUN! Our group won for the Human Knot! Wheeee!

Then there was caroling. (: Christmas Songs! :D Then it was FOOD. (: Sat around, talked abit and snapped photos. It was like a small Zeta gathering since Kamalini, Darshini, Savita, Latha, Lalitha, Rebecca, Jenaeni, TMS and Michele was there. I have been too lazy to upload the photos from my camera. Why? I wonder too. (:

On the 22nd, I had UNDANG! Spend the whole Monday studying for it but I was still so nervous. Caroline went with me and we saw some familiar faces there like Kumuta and Prav. Kumuta, Caroline and me studied together while waiting for the test to start. Gosh it took so long!! Went about 8am but only sat for the test at about 11am. This is how EFFICIENT our government is. Wanted to go for the Pra-L kursus but it was too late.

I took about 30 minutes to complete the Undang test and I scored 47/50 :D I passed! WHEEE! Kumuta and Caroline passed too (; Pra-L kursus scheduled for Thursday then I can start to learn how to drive! (:

Went out for movie today with Michele, Caroline and Ian. (: Before that me, michele and ian had lunch in Kensington with Caroline and family excluding her father. Was suppose to go Pizza Italia but once again it was CLOSED. Had mushroom soup and some chicken roll with black pepper sauce in Kensington. YUM!

Then we headed to Jusco. Helped Michele decide which frame to take but it looks like she wasn't very decided then anyway. Watched Avatar. (: I really liked the movie! It was abit too long. Nice effects though. This is the kinda movie which makes me wanna be in the entertainment industry so I can be a part of such a awesome production. But I guess its just plain dreams. *sigh* Anyways, Avatar was AWESOME. :D

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The thing that is on my mind is

WHAT TO STUDY?!
ARTS OR SCIENCE?!
WHEN TO START?!

From the beginning I wanted to do Mass Communication. After Sunway College I was really interested in American Degree Program (ADP) for Communications. My dad didn't quite like it cause I will have to learn American History etc which is unnecessary. I wanted Mass Communication cause I wanna be in the Entertainment Industry. Be part of a production whether a drama or a movie but I think its only a dream since this is really impossible in Malaysia?

Daphne talked to me too about what to study. She was telling me about Hong Kong University, the uni she is in currently. She said I shouldn't do a degree for Mass Com and do business or accountancy instead. She did A levels then she got into HK Uni which is one of the top uni in the world. I don't wanna study for long in Malaysia so that appealed to me. Now I am thinking of doing Pre-U and decide later on what degree to take up based on my results and which college I will get accepted to.

The problem is, am I very sure I don't wanna do anything to do with science and do pre-U in arts subjects? I'm not very certain about that and I am afraid I will regret my decision. Which Pre-U should I take up?
A-Levels : Recognition into most universities all around the world but it is 100% exam oriented which is not really my thing. A longer course of about 1 1/2 years.
SAM : Not as recognized as A-levels but it is based on course work and exams.
I am not an exam orientated person thats why I wasn't too keen about A-Levels all this while and I heard that it was really tough. Will I be able to go through it? The only reason why I am considering A-Levels now is because of its international recognition! Sunway or Taylors?

If I am to take pre-U i think it would be better for me to start in January since I am afraid I wouldn't be able to cope with the express class in March. But starting in January is just so soon! I'm so not ready!! Its only weeks away and I haven't decided on anything!! Michele and Caroline is already planning to start in January. *sigh* That shortens the time we have left before our college life starts. If I start in January I will hardly be able to hang out with SHERLU! ): If I start in January I will be missing out for more than a week because I will be away in Melbourne for 10 days. HOW?!

SOMEONE EXPERIENCED PLEASE HELP ME.
I need opinions. Desperately need help please.

Seventeen : Thank You

2009-12-18T17:55:00.004+08:00

Thank you to those who bothered wishing me (: in order (:

Phone (call&text)
Szu Lyn, Sher Lu, Wei Lee, Larissa, Kailie, Joyce Lee, Lily Chong, Aishweenah, Kamalini, Michele, Darshini, Leonard, Warren, Aunty Caroline, Jinn Lin, Soo Ann, Kel Wyn, Kiru, Latha, Lalitha, Saranya, Natasha, Sandrika, Janaeni, Rebecca, Perrisha, Caroline, Becky& Jiven

Online (msn&fb)
Chloe Lee, Michelle Lin, Chua Siu Ting, Wei Lee, Joy James, Kuhash, Koong Li, Jaspreet Dhillon, Joyce Lee, Tommy Lin, Xin Yin, Maizatul, Jasmine Kok, Szu Lyn, Vivian, Azell, Louise, Alyssa, Kanitha, Michelle Daphne, Koshalaa, Shamini Selvanathan, Jenny Wang, Regine Wong, Dayang, Jenni Chow, Shakyra, Omana, Kah Mun, Abi, Jaeynisha, Shawn Lee, Laurena Lee, Felicia Wong, Shamini Shanti, Sen Lim, Geraldine, Manpreet, Joyce Lau, Elaine Goh, Michele Chew, Maneka, Kailie, Swea En, Shawn Patrick, Wee Ru, Charisse Yong, Swea Mun, Shruthy, Parvinpal, Stephanie, Chia Ern, Sook Fun, Kumuta Palan, Jaimie & Li Shen

Thank you all (; *bows*

Special thanks to...
Michele Chew Mey Shyan
Thanks for organizing the potluck surprise (; I know you went through alot of trouble making it possible since some weren't that cooperative =X and you didn't have much help since Sher Lu is not around. Thanks for the effort you put in for my birthday. Thanks for the cake! First cake baked for me! Thanks for the huge card, I LOVE IT! Stripes is AWESOME. Hehe! You can complete it soon though. *hugs* Thanks for the umbrella too. At first I was wondering of all things why would you buy me an umbrella. The meaning behind the umbrella is beautiful (; You are always my shade when it rains or shines. I hope after leaving school, you can still be my shade (: I can't imagine my life without you giving me endless support. Thanks for accompanying me to KL on my birthday. Really wanted to spend my birthday with by dearest few. Although not everyone was there, it was still awesome! I hope it was a memorable trip for you too since its your first time to KL with friends. It was tiring but it was worth it (; I love you.

Kai Lie Ong
I know you have been frustrated for days cause of my birthday. Can't attend the surprise, can't get a present, etc. Thanks for making my birthday such an important day for you too. I'm so thankful for all the trouble you went through just to go KL with me on my birthday. Manage to convince your tuition teacher to change class and was daring enough to ask your dad. You had to be a 'good girl' for a week too because you promised you dad you will study so that you will be allowed to go. I'm always touched by your actions. On my birthday you had to get up so early just because you wanted to surprise me early in the morning! Thanks for everything you did for my birthday! You are a person I've known for less than a year yet you are so dedicated to bring a perfect birthday for me. I love you! (: On my birthday you treated me like royalty! Carrying my shopping, helping me with stuff etc. The trip to KL was a memorable one, I hope your first trip to KL with friends will be a memorable one for you too. Don't have to feel bad cause you haven't gotten me a present, your presence in my life is the greatest gift I can ever ask for (;

My birthday this year is an awesome one thanks to awesome friends like YOU (;
If your name isn't listed above, would you still call yourself a friend?
I'm just thankful I have such priceless friends who still have me in their minds. (:

Thank you all. I LOVE you.

Seventeen : Midvalley & Third Cake

2009-12-18T15:43:00.003+08:00

MIDVALLEY

Picked Michele and Ian up from home and went to the train station. Waited for a while since the schedule I had was an older version. Reached Midvalley and walked around. I had to try on whatever Kailie asked me to. Some looked hideous and some looked nice (: Kailie tried on what I asked her too! Here are some (:

Bought 2 tops then went to the food court for lunch (: Me and Kailie had tomyum (: Surprised that Kailie could eat spicy food! XD Snapped some photos and continued shopping! Bought a pair of flip flops from Studio R. I LOVE my flip flop!! Its STRIPY! Awesomeee! Finally bought an ipod protector (:

We took some pictures with the Christmas deco too (:

Took the train and bid Midvalley goodbye ): After walking the whole day, my legs could kill me. Thank you my dearest two for spending almost the whole day with me. I love you two (: Sher Lu Lee where are you?! *sigh* My birthday would have been more perfect if you were around. Missing you dearly ):

THIRD CAKE

On the 17th it was my Grandmother's birthday. Coincidentally my uncle and aunt were around that day. My third cake (: from Just Heavenly! Awesome cakes from there. Chocolate and Cheese, YUM!

Seventeen : The surpriseS

2009-12-17T23:19:00.003+08:00

FIRST SURPRISE

Weeks ago, I received a text from Michele which was suppose to be sent to Kailie instead. Minutes after that I received a text from Kailie which was suppose to be sent to Michele. XD So I knew something was up, they tried covering it up but still it was suspicious! HEHE

My parents kept on asking 'So whats the surprise for your Birthday?' and kept on coming up with ideas they had on how they would surprise me. On the 15th, my mom brought me to the pasar malam cause I wanted to go since its been ages since I last went. On the way there, my mom got a call and she answered very short replies, it was so suspicious I wanted to check who called my mom!

I went back home and my dear friends were there! (: Michele, Caroline, Kiru, Belinda, Savita, TMS, Soo Ann, Xin Yin, Swea Mun, Muh Hui, Joyce, Ian and Chen came (; Thank you all for the surprise! It was a potluck and each of them brought FOOD! There was KFC, Dominos, Pasta, Fried Beehoon, Fried Rice, Fried Nugget, Fried Tofu, Yong Tau Fu, etc. Darling Michele and Belinda baked me a chocolate cake!

Pictures from the night (;

SECOND SURPRISE

I couldn't sleep and woke up early. Called Kailie to wake her up since we were going KL that day but no answer. I was trying on clothes to see what I should wear. Then Kailie called and said she wanted to go back to sleep and asked me to wake her up after I took my bath. When I opened my room door, I was shocked to see Kailie in front of my door! I even kinda screamed! HAHA!

I took my bath and when I went into my room there was a cake (although I already saw the cake downstairs) Since there was only me, Kailie and my mom, the singing was pretty _______. XD Anyways, Thank you Kailie for making the effort to surprise me early in the morning just because you couldn't make it the night before. *hugs*

Wishes (:

2009-12-14T08:35:00.003+08:00

Went for 2012 on Sunday with my parents (: Then went to Michele's house and followed her to Terminal 1 for a CPR demonstration conducted by ChenYS (: Learned CPR for the first time. XD A better way to spend my time rather than watch dramas which is what I have been doing for the past 2 days. Then followed her family for dinner at Johnny's. Walked around for a while then they fetched me home. Thanks for the ride (:

My internet is going to be down for a week but I'm not sure starting when. Upgrading from 1MB to 4 MB. Hopefully it WILL be faster. I wanna download korean dramas again! I'm almost done with my American dramas so I need backup! XD My birthday is so soon but I'm so not looking forward for it. I don't know why.

Since some asked, here are my birthday wishes. (:

1. A surprise which can make me tear ;)
It ain't that easy to make me surprised! XD

2. A RED or STRIPY laptop
I've always been using desktops which has been passed down from my sisters. I want my own laptop for once

3. A RED camera
I'll be going college soon, so I can't using my parent's camera all the time!

4. A RED phone
I want a phone which has QWERTY keys but I'm wondering is QWERTY easier for messaging? Is touch screen hard to message?

5. ipod casing
I've had my ipod for a year already and it doesn't have any proper case. Looking for one which can protect my ipod and show my engraving too

6. Something personalized for ME
Since I always make things for birthdays, for a change it would be nice to get something made for ME!

7. Something stripy
I love stripes! (: Crazy about stripes (:

8. A cake baked especially for ME
I've baked about 5 times for my beloved friends but never gotten any home made cakes before

9. Anything from Six to Five
Its Rain's fashion line which is not available in Malaysia sadly. I don't want any Rain things at the moment besides this so dont get me any! Hehe XD

10. Just remember to wish me (:
Its nice to know that you are thought about by others (:

I can't think of anything else. Don't buy me clothes, I'm too fat now. Its so depressing! Some of the stuff above is pretty impossible to get. Probably more possible if I get straight As for my SPM. Anyways I'm just hoping XD Those who promised me presents, I better receive one aite? XD I wanna go for karaoke! The last time was months ago!

I want more! I want MORE!

2009-12-10T10:29:00.007+08:00

081209

Last papers. Last subject. Don't wanna talk about the exams maybe I will later on. Anyways, after completing my last paper, I was waiting for the clock to strike 3.30 p.m. Was so anxious in the hall. Could see so many like me, not sitting still, shaking their legs, smiling etc. The moment the invigilator allowed us to leave the hall. Everyone started screaming. (: We snapped some photos before leaving. There is the moment we part ways, when and where we will meet again I will never know. *sobs*

Got back home, took my bath and left for Jusco. Had a movie date with Sherlu and Caroline. (: Watched New Moon which was just ______. The book is obviously better as always but New Moon is rather boring since Edward disappears and it mainly focuses on Jacob. I still enjoyed myself (: Then we proceeded to Italian Restaurant which was closed so we went to Kensington instead.

Dinner was to celebrate the December 4th babies; Vanessa and Joyce Lee. Those present were YSChen, MSChew, LYPok, CLQuek, SLLee and the two. We ate, had some story session and photo session. (: Vanessa gave me a lift home. Thank you very much (:

After some time, someone rang my doorbell. not only once but a few times. It was 11 something, who rings doorbells at that hour? I looked out and I saw someone running away. At the side there was a CAR, and I could see a few PEOPLE behind the car. My maid woke up. XD I went out to check out who is that since I KNEW something was up. Hehe. Michele, Sherlu, Caroline, Joyce, Vanessa and Chen came towards my hse and started singing for me. There wasn't a cake but a waffle with a scoop of ice cream.

They came in for a while since Vanessa wanted Gossip Girl. Sorry people it took so long to transfer. My computer is like an old person. My apologies. I know u guys were so bored in my hse. :S Anyways thanks for the surprise guys! I appreciate it (:

091209
Outing with the Indian Gang this time (: Kiru was cutting her hair so I walked around and saw Pradeep and Vinod. Joined them then went to Popular. Kiru. Janaeni, Balwin soon joined us. Went to have lunch at KFC. Anne, Ashwin, Malveen joined in (: The rest was going for New Moon. Since New Moon was not nice enough to watch it twice, I went to the cinema and got my ticket for Ninja Assassin. I underestimated Ninja Assassin. :S I thought everyone would be watching New Moon and Ninja Assassin would be rather empty. The movie was at 2.10 p.m. and I went to get my tickets at 1.30 p. m It was FULL! :O Since I was watching ALONE there were seats available for me. Yes I know its kinda pathetic. ): I was really desperate.

Saw Kailie at the cinema area (: (: Went for Ninja Assassin alone was a new experience. Kinda pathetic like as though I've got no friends to accompany me :S They have their reasons. Anyway I wouldn't say the movie is the best ever, but I enjoyed it (: The flashbacks were a lil boring. Rain didn't talk much ): His pronunciation improved (: and finally the fighting scenes were just AWESOME (: I'm so proud of Rain (:(:(: It was more enjoyable then New Moon although i was watching alone minus the fact that I was sitting next to 2 'ahsou' who kept talking in chinese and a guy next to me who was having a bad flu and kept on shaking his chair. I kicked his right leg and he started shaking his left. Gosh

Went walking around with Kailie after that (: She left then I joined the rest who just finished New Moon, at the arcade. Then had apple pie in McD, walked around more and left. Back home had Gossip Girl :D Finished watching all episodes up to date. Whee!

I wore my Limited Edition Ninja Assassin Official Shirt since I was going to watch Ninja Assassin (: There are only 100 in the whole world and I have one. AWESOME (:

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Something which used to be a secret is no longer one.
Just one night and so many knew. The next day, even more knew. How fast news spreads. Well its not a secret to be kept forever anyways. I made the decision, I never regretted it and I'm ready to face whatever problems that is bound to happen. Hopefully I can.

The two days were busy but now I'm too free. Home all day for 2 days already. SPM is over what am I doing at home?! All I did was watch my shows. Finished latest episodes of Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives already. Many to go but I want more outings instead. My partner in crime is leaving for Taiwan today *sobs* Have a safe flight, take care of yourself there and come back soon aite? (: Miss me since I'll be missing u too ;)

I want more outings! Someone bring me out anywhere! PLEASE!

Sacrifices

2009-10-19T19:50:00.003+08:00

Haven't been up to much lately, well I can't really remember. No more air conditioned classroom since PMR ended. Meeting with Principle. Add maths ceramah. Thats much it. Club on Friday and there was a black out so we had a candle light dinner. Deepavali was boring, didn't do anything. The left side of my cheek has been aching. My bottom left wisdom tooth is coming out! Haha! I'm becoming a wiser person! XD But the tooth ache is giving me a headache as well. :S Sunday went for Deepavali party at Aishweenah's.

Got dressed and my make up artist aka JinnLinQuek did my make up. Left for Kiru's house as I would be following her car to Ashwin's house. In Kiru's house, her nephew, Gabrielle (mind my spelling) was pretty shy to see me. He didn't say a word and was just starring. I sat down then he put his head on my lap all of a sudden! Then his father said that he wanted to sit on my lap so I carried him and he sat on my lap. He was looking at me like as though he was mesmerised! But he didn't say a word. He is a shy kid but surprisingly he sticks to strangers. When we were about to leave, Kiru was carrying him and wanted to pass him to his mother. He wanted me to carry him instead of his own mother! He was like about to cry! How cuttee! ><

Arrived at Ashwin's and we were the early birds. Even the HOST weren't ready yet. Ashwin was just about to take her shower then! We hang around in her room and snapped some photos. Soon the rest came and we started eating. We were the first among all the guest who ate! Hehe! After eating we headed to Ashwin's room again and started playing. Pretty short game since parents soon arrived. I followed Belinda's car to her house. (: Arrived at her house and saw her huge German Shepherd! It was so so huge! When I left I managed to pat it! So fluffffffyyy! How I wish I could hug that creaturee!

Monday is holiday since its Deepavali. Had a guest over for the afternoon and had some laugh (: Now I know how you differentiate Wan Tan Mee and Hakka Mee! Hilarious! XD Its really back to the reality. Its less than a month to SPM, about 29 days? Hmmm. It is scary that its so soon. So I guess some sacrifices need to be made. I'm gonna stay away from my blog, facebook and msn from now on. No more blogging for me. It takes up too much time. Sorority Life on Facebook is wasting too much of my time online. I should stop. I haven't signed into msn for a week now. I will survive. If you wanna contact me, call me or sms me anytime (:

Wish me luck people. I'm hoping myself that I will have the mindset and determination to study endlessly within this short period of time. Sacrificing entertainment and focusing fully on BOOKS. A+. I can do it! (: Pray for my success everyone. I appreciate them alot (:

Till I blog again, take care and good luck everyone in SPM. Hope that we will all do well. (:

Happy Birthday Emo Kidd! (:

2009-10-11T21:44:00.005+08:00

WeiLeeCheok
Happy 19th Birthday!!!
You're so old :P
Haven't known you for that long but you're a great company (: Enjoy laughing, crapping, talking, chatting, gambling etc with you! XD Two emo ppl do get along well (:

Went for a buffet dinner in Royal Bintang to celebrate the *ahem COOLO's birthday. Dinner starts at 8pm but me and Sher Lu were there since about 7.20pm. Found a quiet place and talked until the rest came. About 8pm something, we joined them (Mandy, Adeline, Carmen & Joyce). Soon Vanessa, Kar Yan & Kah Suit joined us. We started eating while waiting for the birthday girl to arrive.

It was about 9pm already but no signs of WeiLee. THEN after a while she finally arrived. Everyone ignored the late comer though it didn't last that long. XD She was late because her drum was being tuned. She started eating when I was having my desert. XD Haha. She walked around taking pictures with everyone. Then came the cupcakes. WeiLee blowing the candles was just hilarious! Hahaha! Video has already been uploaded on facebook! Click HERE! Hehehe! Then she started opening presents. Sorry weilee no present from me. :S

Pictures (:

The rest of them went to la esquinna while me and Sherlu went home. Sorry Weilee couldn't join you guys. Hope you had fun at the dinner anyways. I'll be waiting for MY cool surprise aite? XD Wheeeee!

Ignorant

2009-10-02T23:15:00.004+08:00

Its been a week of results :S I shouldn't be expecting much since I was honestly unprepared for Trials. I really think I'm lucky this time round because my results are okay. I'm really I didn't fail any subjects! But now I'm wondering is it really luck? Was our trials easy? How would SPM be like? With a little more effort studying for my SPM, will I be able to score straight A1? I'm doubting my capability. Hmm...

Went for the RC Farewell today as an invited guest for once instead of helping out like I always did. XD Thanks Michele Chew for the speech! (: Nothing much to say. Funny performances. Sweet food. Awkward moments. Thanks for the invitation and the souvenirs (: Didn't take much pictures. Here are a few I took. I'm lazy to upload the other 2 group pictures (ppl in the picture are:SweaMun,TMS,Caroline,Mich,Sherlu,NSA,Jasmine) cause its taking ages. If you want it, email me or mention in my tagboard. I'll email the picture to you (:

I hate the rumours. I guess there is gonna be more now and there is no end to it? I can't do anything about it so I might as well be ignorant about it right? Jobless people please do get a life and stop making nonsense assumptions.
Thank you very much. (:

Hell

2009-09-27T22:33:00.003+08:00

Holidays ends today sadly so I need to crawl back into hell. *sigh* 52 days will just fly past and I'm sure I can endure it. I can and I WILL. Less than 3 months to freedom. Its kinda unbelievable that SPM is so near. Anyways, I can't wait for FREEDOM! :D

Alot had happened during this holidays. There weren't any outings sadly.
Michele Chew
What happened to movie or karaoke? ): I can't remember the last time we went for karaoke or movieeee! :( The last time we went out was to buy presents for the June babies which was like in JUNE ): We gotta wait for after SPM now? ): Anyhow, I still enjoyed baking cupcakes with you and delivering cupcakes although it was so damn hot (:

WeiLee Cheok
What happened to cendol? What happened to karaoke? ): It was fun in the pool though (:

SherLu Lee
No outings with you either. ): No KL trip. ): But I still enjoyed the times before the holidays (; Still remember the 2 times we went out? Where there was only the 2 of us? XD The short time spent in your house were great too. (: and the pool (;

Kailie Ong
Flew all the way to Sarawak. So no outings ): Only 1 on the first day of holidays. Well, its still better then nothing. ;) More after my SPM k! Ninja Assassin! :D

Have been baking alot this holidays. Made 4 rounds of cupcakes all together which is like around 68 cupcakes all together? XD Mom made banana chocolate cupcakes today since there were extra chocolate icing from Friday. Gonna grow fat with the amount of cupcakes in my fridge! :O

The idea of going back to school sucks. What sucks more is that we're getting back our papers. How depressing. I really hope I won't flunk any papers. *shivers* I haven't been touching any books since the holidays started. I'm in deep shit. :S

Gonna try to stay away from the net as much as I can from now on. I just gotta sacrifice for another 2 months plus so that I won't regret it later on. (:

I CAN & I WILL

My Days

2009-09-26T10:51:00.008+08:00

Wednesday

Went swimming (: Baked cupcakes in the morning (: First time trying out baking cupcakes and thank god it was successful! Did it all by myself with totally NO help or supervision! Wheee! (:

At night, last minute went for Jenni's surprise party. Highlight of the night was the pool. One by one was pushed into the pool. They took away my phone and pushed me into the pool too, joining Sherlu, Joyce, WeiLee, Karyan and the rest. (:

No photos from the pool yet. Will update soon when someone uploads.

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Friday
A very long day. Didn't go swimming cause I expected a long day ahead. Started preparing the ingredients at about 9 when Michele Chew came (: Started baking the chocolate cupcakes first. This time I got some help from my mom. Hehe. Chocolate cupcakes are so much more troublesome then vanilla ones! It was successful though. (: In the oven it look so rounded. After it cooled down, it shrunk. :S

Started with the vanilla cupcakes and it was much much easier. Had Michele Chew assisting me with the ingredients etc. Hehe! It was done much sooner. Then we started preparing ingredients for the icing. Then we made the vanilla buttercream icing. The recipe uses 500g of icing sugar! I wonder how sweet would that be man! We used like less than half and it was still so sweet. Had lunch and continued icing the cupcakes. Michele was doing the decoration! :O Haha!

There were about 31 cupcakes all together. 12 was for sherlu. (: 10 was for Michele's Mom. 5 was for ____ 1 is for ____! Haha! After we were done with the cupcakes, we went to deliver the cupcakes under the hot sun! Haha! Got back home to bathe and change since I was so SWEET. Had so much sugar on me! Haha! Then waited for Michele's mom to come fetch me to Sher Lu's hse.

Michele's mom dropped me a few houses away so that Sherlu won't know I was with michele. Sherlu was coping Vsam work and I think I was always distracting her. Haha! Then I sorta taught her what we learned in Susan Loo. Then she started playing with her guitar. She went down to eat and I left. Was suppose to go to Michele's place but since she left already, I went to Station 1 Cafe straight away.

Waited there for more than an hour before the Sherlu came. Slowly one by one came then finally Karyan, WeiLee, Joyce and Sherlu came. We walked in with the cupcakes (: Then she told us that she knew about the surprise. *sigh* Surprise was kinda a failure but we still celebrated anyways. Joyce, WeiLee, KarYan, Swea Mun, Xin Yin, Jasmine, Soo Ann, Mei Sann, Caroline and Michele were present (:

Photos from the night (;

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Alot of things have happened for you the past few days. Not very memorable ones but I hope you're doing fine now. I know you're going through a rough period in your life right now, but like you always say, "Its Just Life" right? Anyhow, always remember you're not alone okay? (:

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

Just SMILE
You are loved (:

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Have been emo-fied these few days only some would know why. The people I care about don't seem to realize I do. I've been thinking about this one statement

Treat others the way you want to be treated

Is it true? I wonder is there people who would do the same for me, like I did for them? I wonder. Hmm...

Bored

2009-09-22T09:46:00.003+08:00

Haven't been up to much these days. For the past few weeks I have been so busy studying but now although I should be studying, I'm NOT. I guess thats why I've been so free and bored. XD I just started playing Sorority Life on Facebook and I'm hooked! XD Thanks Jinn Lin for getting me hooked mannn! Please join my house people! I need more sisters!

Sunday
Went up to KL for a Raya open house. Had Pan Mee for brunch. yummmm! Before that we went to IKEA to get a gift. Walked around, bought a pretty RED box and STRIPY wrapping paper! Wheeee! :D Went to The Curve and bought a Cupcake recipe book from MPH. I'm in the mood to bakeee! Wheeee!

Went for my mom's friend open house. It was NOT like a raya open house at all! In front of the house, I could see all guest were Chinese. Only her daughter's friends were Indians and Malays. XD This is because my mom's friend is a Chinese who married a Malay.

After that went to eat duck and headed home. Was too bored at home so I went walking in Parkson ALONE when my sister and bf were eating in A&W. Shops were closed so I went back to join them. XD

Monday
Boring.

Tuesday
Finally managed to get myself to go swimming! I'm so so fat ): A morning swim was good (:
Its tuesday! *sigh* Hate Tuesdays!!! Don't ask me why. If you know me well enough, you should know why. *sigh*

I WANNA GO OUT! ):

Karaoke (:

2009-09-18T19:12:00.005+08:00

Was suppose to go for karaoke with Michele, Sherlu & Caroline today. Sadly, Ian had no school so Michele had to stay home to accompany him. Michele can't come so plan was canceled. ): Anyways, karaoke was still on since Kailie asked me to join her friends.

Got there early and went to Speedy. Finally decided to invest in Full House Original DVD :) Before this it was more than RM100 now is RM80 so I just bought it. Couldn't resist it. Wanted to buy A Love To Kill too but I think I shall just save it for the next time :)

Joined them for karaoke. Had Thai Fried Rice in Green Box. Sang abit but laughed ALOT! XD Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely, Poker Face and Don't Cha were just memorable! Hahahaha!

No nice shots this time XD

Take care in Sarawak and have a safe flight aite? :)
Have fun and come back safe and sound (:

Movies Movies Movies!

2009-09-16T18:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with Sherlu ONLY again! (: Michele Chew couldn't make it AGAIN! ): Dun blame you though my dear, I understand. :) Caroline had to study for cina paper. So it was only me and sherlu.

Skipping school and walking in Jusco openly was just GREAT! XD We watched TWO movies back to back! First movie was at 11.30 a.m. till 1.15 p.m. Then we grabbed something light to eat and the next movie was at 1.30 p.m! XD

FIRST MOVIE : I Love You, Beth Cooper
It was funny! XD Story of a nerd in love with a hot chick who has a bf which is in the army. Nerd confesses his love for her in the graduation speech! Then loads of things happened in 1 night; fights, drama, broken kitchen, breaking into the school, broken houses, banging into parents car(where they were having sex) and loads more. XD

SECOND MOVIE : G.I. Joe
My second time watching this movie since I promised to accompany sherlulee to watch this movie. It was a good movie so I don't really mind watching twice! :) I kept to my promise without falling asleep in the cinema! XD

After 2 days of fun, its back to school. :(
So soon already getting back papers! :S Thank god, so far so good :D Hope it will continue that way though I doubt it will. *sigh* Some Merdeka celebration tomorrow in school. Not really a patriotic person so I don't really care about it. Plus I have bad memories of Merdeka celebrations from last year! Anyways, I'm still going to collect papers and fight for marks.

The most important part is
Friday is HOLIDAY!
More than a week of holidays! Wheeee!
*jumps*

Life is GREAT

2009-09-14T21:14:00.004+08:00

FINALLY trials is OVER! (:
Gossip Girl Season 3 premiers TONIGHT in America!
Which means downloads TOMORROW (:

Paper today was really really horrible though. ACCOUNTS. My greatest nightmare! I really hope I won't fail! *keeps my fingers crossed* Everything was like NOT imbang!
*don't wanna talk about it*

Karaoke today was ON! (: Really glad sherlulee didn't FFK this time! :)
You proved me wrong leesherlu! *claps* Really thought you were gonna FFK when u said u dun feel like going! (:

Karaoke with Sherlu ONLY. Michele can't come, Caroline still got papers. Joyce and Kailie not interested. ): We sang for like 4 hours? We talked. We joked. We laughed. We sang. We screamed. We relaxed. (: Great times :) Singing Welcome To My Life TWICE was satisfying! Though the song doesn't really connect to my life anymore, I don't know why its so satisfying to sing it! XD Screaming for Linkin Park songs were stress releasing! Finally karaoke after MONTHS! (:

Tomorrow the fun continues! (:
*can't wait*
For now, LIFE IS GREAT!
Stay tuned to know whats up! :)

090909

2009-09-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

090909 marks the freedom for some but not for me sadly ):
*jealousy*

One subject more. The one which I fear most. Its like you have been learning the subject for 2 years for only 2 hours every week. You have never studied for the subject because you've never had exams to bother about. Now, you've gotta finish studying the TWO years syllabus within a few days and sit for a kinda major exam! Everything will NOT be familiar since you've never studied the subject before.
*sigh*

ACCOUNTS
ACCOUNTS
ACCOUNTS
ACCOUNTS
ACCOUNTS

Why did I put myself through this? :(
Almost at the finish line.
Its so near yet so far.
*sigh*

Can't wait!

2009-09-06T21:08:00.005+08:00

Another 3 subjects more! Its good that we have gaps in between papers but I'm not liking trials cause it drags on for so many week! ): Next papers are
Tues - Chemistry
Wed - Biology
Thats why this weekend SUCKS. So much to study. Chapters and chapters never seem to finish! Ish!! In addition to that, I hate Science subjects!
*sigh*
Why did I ever come into Science stream?

September means that summer in America is over and the TV shows resumes! Wheee! Its been months of boredom without any downloads to do and shows to catch up with! Planning to download/watch another 2 new shows this fall! (: Gonna be back to the daily download days! Wheeee!

My list of To Watch"/To Download includes:
The Beautiful Life : Season 1
Melrose Place : Season 1
90210 : Season 2
Gossip Girl : Season 3
Heroes : Season 4
Ugly Betty : Season 4
Desperate Housewives : Season 6
(:

Will most probably start watching only 2 for now, just download the rest for post-SPM entertainment! :D But which 2 should I watch? Gossip Girl is a MUST (:
I can't wait!!

I can't wait for the premiers, I can't wait for trials to be over, I can't wait for Raya(HOLIDAYS!), I can't wait for karaoke and movies, I can't wait for Ninja Assassin, I can't wait for New Moon, I can't wait for Legend of Rain, I can't wait for SPM to be over!! (:
8 December 2009 please come fast! (:

*snaps back to reality and back to studying*

September

2009-09-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

September is here already! How fast time flies! 3 more months till December!
Month of freedom, fun and birthdays! Wheee! Can't wait!
Well, I haven't been blogging because
1. I am not in the mood to.
2. Nothing much have happened.

Tuition tuition tuition all week long.
Thursday (270809) was the more memorable and interesting day ;)
Went to jusco with Sherlu, unplanned. XD Not for fun though, we bought some stuff from Popular then we part ways. Story telling was good =)
Weekend was boring. No fireworks for Merdeka = NO FUN ):

Yesterday was my LAST ever chemistry tuition in my whole entire life! Teacher will be leaving for Australia soon, so she needs time to pack and also we are busy with trials so no classes now on. Teacher took a picture with us all before we went home. How sweet! (: Teacher, you'll be missed no matter what! *hugs* I guess I will miss tuition. Less time spent with my annoying darling. I'll miss annoying u. XD But I still have Add Maths tuition to annoy u! Whee! :D

'Holidays' are over. Now back to exams. *sigh*
The coming papers are
1. Add Maths
2. Physics
3.Moral

Wish me luck!
Till the weekend comes, goodbye internet. ):

Sunday

2009-08-23T22:22:00.003+08:00

An early start today. Woke up at 6.20 a.m. for Bio tuition. The only crazy teacher around to give tuition that early in the morning! Even school doesn't start at 7 a.m! gosh! I was yawning away in tuition. XD Breakfast at SUC then home.

Internet. Sleep. Lunch. Then MOVIE =) FINALLY went for a movie! My parents who are once-in-a-blue-moon movie go-er suddenly thought of going for G.I.Joe! Wanted to watch G.I.Joe with Michele since its the only movie she has been interested to watch since AGES! Sadly no one seems to be planning anything, everybody busy studying and when I mentioned "Lets go for movie", I can see the "There is so much more to study and you wanna watch movie?!" look on their faces. So I think we can have our movie date after trials hopefullyXD

G.I.Joe was awesome in my opinion. Action throughout the movie. Cool weapons. Great effects. Me LOVE XD

Babi finally discharged! =D Thank god! *phew*
Get more rest at home and faster be fully recovered k! =)

Get Well Soon =)

2009-08-22T10:02:00.005+08:00

The pig is so cuteeee!
A sick babi just like you XD
But the babi is cute unlike you! HAHAHA!

I'm thankful you are already recovering!
Hopefully you'll be fully recovered soon =)
Just endure the few days in the hospital
you will recover and everything will be over =)
I'll try to help you kill the boredom okay?
Don't so sad and cheer up!
Look at the cute pig and
SMILE
=D

Holidays

2009-08-20T10:05:00.008+08:00

After 3 days of exams, the holidays are here. We start our holidays two days before the others since the principal said we didn't have to go to school cause we don't have any papers =) But with all the studying I have to do this holidays it wouldn't be much of a holiday would it?
*sigh*

The first 3 days of exams didn't go quite to well. *sigh* Need to be back to the studying mode to finish up on the remaining 6 subjects I have left. Next paper would be ADD MATHS which is on the 2nd September *sigh* I just hate how trials is torturing my life! =(

I finally found the timetable for SPM! =) Hell starts on the 18th November and ends on the 8th December for most of us. Pity those who are taking the Chinese paper cause it ends like one week later on the 14th December! As long as everyone would be FREE on my birthday! Wheee! I can't wait! Hopefully 8th December would come fast! =D
If you want the timetable, feel free to drop me a msg in the chatbox or email me =)

I have
6/9 days of exams
6/10 subjects
14/22 papers
*sigh*

I don't feel like studying although I'm forced to.
I wanna watch a movie!! Its seems like its been ages since I've watched one!
G.I. JOE! I wanna watch! =(

I'm so worried for you =(
Don't let anything happen to you!
Drink loads of water & get enough rest aite?
Take care of yourself and get well soon, very very soon PLEASE!

Good Luck!

2009-08-16T14:21:00.003+08:00

The more you study,
The more you know,
The more you know,
The more you forget.
The more you forget,
The less you know.
So Why Study..?

To all those sitting for their SPM Trials starting from tomorrow
ALL THE BEST!
Hope we will all survive it! XD

22 papers in 9 days but it drags on for almost a month!
How I wish I could fast forward time.
*sigh*

Good Luck everyone!
Wish me luck too!
Gonna need loads of it!
=)

Lee Sher Lu =)

2009-08-15T10:20:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday my darling dearest! *hugs*
You are 17th!

The ever so vain and lame LEE SHER LU who I love =)
Thanks for all the joy and laughter you brought to my life over the years. Compared to others the times we've known each other may not be that long but I treasure every single moment shared with you ;) Baking cakes, decorating cakes with choki choki, coffee prince, movies, Midvalley on our own, Sleepover at my hse watching TWILIGHT, sleepover at yours, sleepover at michele's, party planning, forum, swimming and the list goes on and on. Hopefully there will be more addition to those sweet memories aite? =)

Although there were times of sorrow, the happiness is what matters the most right? Anyways, truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship! The times of joy and laughter can cover up the sorrows in our friendship =) Sorry for all those times. Thanks for all you've done for me. You have always been a great company, a awesome listener and a useful advicer. XD Most importantly, you are the best friend I can ever ask for who I will never wanna lose =)

Happy Birthday! ;)
Me love you =)
*hugs*

My 100th post dedicated to your birthday! So nice right? XD
Purple just for you! =)

Must this happen to me NOW?

2009-08-13T21:27:00.003+08:00

Skipped school then came back to school for Leo Installation. Went very early to help out. Moved tables, got the PA system working (yay me!), cut watermelon for the FIRST TIME! (yay me again!), and helped with the ice =)

Didn't know where to sit, no clicks around, then along came weilee =) Sat in between JUOC =) Brings back memories of Forum with them =) Then the installation begin. Represented ELS for the first time although it can be counted that I already retired. XD Congrats to the new board of committee =) Congratulation treasurer! =) Refreshments. Had one curry puff ONLY. Was too late for any drinks. Finished by the time it was my turn -.-

Performances. First was Mirotic by Yeoh Michelle. *claps* Then I missed the performance. Was about to go for tuition then. Wanted to ask my dad to come later but he was already on his way. So I just took my bag from the car and decided to follow TMS's car so that I can watch the committee performance.

The committee performance was just hillarious! LOL Kailie was dancing to Don't Cha and Chloe was scrubbing the floor. XD Then Michele danced to Michael Jackson songs! *claps* It was just funny mann! XD Then it was Sherlu! Haha! She danced to Kungfu Fighting with her Karate uniform and a mask. XD Then the song changes and she dances to I'm A Barbie Girl haha holding a Barbie Doll! XD

Left right after their performance. Siu Ting fetched Mei Sann up to get her car and I tagged along. TMS switched to her car but I just remained since we were going to the same place after all. Reached tuition late. Ended up sitting in between Edmen and HweeHwee. I survived. XD Edmen was funny! XD
Tuition ended THENNNNN.... *sigh* T.T

While walking down the stairs, I FELL! T.T
It hurt so bad! =(

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE

its only days before trials and something like this happens.
Can hardly walk now, like some cacat person already *sigh*
Went to urut and now I think I should get some rest.

Pray for me that it will get better please.
*sigh*

Too much distractions!

2009-08-07T22:14:00.004+08:00

I should be a bookworm since trials is less than 2 weeks away and yet I'm not. There have been just too much distractions around! Have been skipping school and I did manage to do some studying but I guess I have been skipping too much. XD

Skipped school on Thursday. Then had 4 visitors in the afternoon! XD Suddenly hear some people laughing, looked out my window and saw Kai Lie, Joyce, Rxue and Jenni walking towards my house! XD Said hi and then they walked to tuition which is just nearby. Haha! Funny bunch of people. So free to walk under the hot sun! XD So sweet to pay me a visit! =)

At night after tuition headed to SUC where Warren, Li Shen & Su Shen were swimming. Then had ice cream and headed for dinner. After dinner, couldn't resist the temptation and headed to pasar malam with aunt and Li Shen. Didn't buy anything to eat since I was already bloated by then!

Went to school today! Today is 070809! Which means at 12.34pm 56 sec it will be 123456789! My class count down to that special moment and clapped and cheered and that second was up! Haha!

After tuition went for swimming with my cousins! Li Shen, Su Shen, Nadia and even Maxine! Maxine's first time in the pool! =) She was enjoying herself, I didn't swim much, was busy playing with Maxine. XD Even Su Shen was so cute! XD She was showing us different ways of diving into the pool ><

Had dinner, stayed quite long there. Uncle Peter and family joined us as well as the Yap family. Had ice cream again! Was feeding Maxine with ice cream and she LOVED it XD So cute!

Maxine's 1st Birthday Party is on the 15th of August! Which means 2 days before trials! *sigh* Distractions Distractions Distractions.

Back! =)

2009-08-03T09:40:00.004+08:00

Went to the airport with Kel Wyn to pick up my parents and Jinn Lin who was arriving from UK. Since they went by Air Asia, we picked them up from the LCC terminal. Got there early, had McD while waiting for them. Finally ate double cheese burger after so long! =DD

We then walked towards the arrival hall. I expected the arrival hall to at least have air conditioning but NO. Its didn't even have fans, and it was like an open area, shaded but still HOT. Its really a LOW COST CARRIER man. Waited a while then mom and dad came out =) BUT Jinn Lin was missing in action!

Jinn Lin was so smart and she thought she left something on the plane. The SOMETHING was my souvenir! =( She went back and got some people to check the plane for her. She didn't leave it in the plane after all but she left it in Stansted airport in UK! =( It was a poster of Edward Cullen! *sigh*

Got a few stuff this time round. Most of it in the shades of PURPLE. A jacket, cool Clarks shoes, 3 tops and a watch! =) Got loads of food and chocolates too! XD

Skipped school today ;)
Now back to

STUDYING

*sigh*

Trials in TWO weeks
*shivers*

Ninja Assassin

2009-07-25T10:15:00.009+08:00

Ninja Assassin is an upcoming martial arts film directed by James McTeigue and starring Rain. The film is produced by Joel Silver and the Wachowski brothers who were the brilliant minds behind Matrix. The film is scheduled to be released on November 25, 2009

Ninja Assassin follows Raizo (Rain), one of the deadliest assassins in the world. Taken from the streets as a child, he was transformed into a trained killer by the Ozunu Clan, a secret society whose very existence is considered a myth. But haunted by the merciless execution of his friend by the Clan, Raizo breaks free from them and vanishes. Now he waits, preparing to exact his revenge.

In Berlin, Europol agent Mika Coretti (Naomie Harris) has stumbled upon a money trail linking several political murders to an underground network of untraceable assassins from the Far East. Defying the orders of her superior, Ryan Maslow (Ben Miles), Mika digs into top secret agency files to learn the truth behind the murders. Her investigation makes her a target, and the Ozunu Clan sends a team of killers, led by the lethal Takeshi (Rick Yune), to silence her forever. Raizo saves Mika from her attackers, but he knows that the Clan will not rest until they are both eliminated. Now, entangled in a deadly game of cat and mouse through the streets of Europe, Raizo and Mika must trust one another if they hope to survive and finally bring down the elusive Ozunu Clan.

FYI, this is an Hollywood movie. Although Rain is Korean, he CAN speak in English and star as a lead in a Hollywood movie =)

The poster and trailer is OUT!!!

The awesome poster! ;)

Watch the trailer! I'm not saying the trailer looks good just because Rain is the main actor but because it really is AWESOME! Click below =)
Ninja Assassin Official Trailer
Watch it to believe it!

The whole movie was just previewed in Comic Con, San Diego yesterday. Read the review for yourself.

REVIEW: Ninja Assassin
It's funny: the thought of an American pop star becoming an action movie hero (e.g. Justin Timberlake as Green Lantern) seems just patently ridiculous to most. And yet, here's a Korean pop star who calls himself Rain seems perfectly plausible as the baddest, bloodiest, most hard core Ninja assassin on the planet.

I wonder if I'd feel the same if his music was on continuous rotation on MTV?

Whatever.

Because Ninja Assassin is, far and away, the best martial arts movie I've seen in a big theater.... probably since The Matrix.

Which makes sense, since it's produced by The Wachowski Brothers and directed by their protege, James McTeigue.

The film follows Rain as Raizo, an orphan raised from near birth to be a merciless killer, as he cuts a bloody swath of revenge across Berlin, while an intrepid Interpol researcher (played by Naomi Harris, who opts for the soft & vulnerable play instead of her 28 Days Later she-warrior mode) is trying to uncover the ancient secret of a clan of mythical ninjas who may be responsible for countless political killings over the years. It intercuts between Raizo's youth in the brutal orphanage/ninja factory and the modern ninja war that literally spills out onto the streets of modern Berlin.

Honestly, I couldn't tell you where the actual stunt work and wire work ends and the CGI begins in most places, because the choreography is just seamless, frenetic, and breathtaking.

Oh, and did I mention that the alternate title for this film should be "Buckets of Blood"? When the director introduced the film at last night's extra secret exclusive screening at Comic-Con 2009, he made a point of telling the audience that they shouldn't fear the gore. Yeah, it's pretty violent. Like, half-a-head lopped off in the first 3 minutes violent.

But it's definitely worth it. Beyond the fact that it's action packed, as a viewer, I totally bought all of the emotional relationships in the film that make the action matter. You care who lives or dies, who's betrayed and who outsmarts.

In short, it's bloody f'n good. If you're like me and grew up on a steady Saturday afternoon diet of Bruce Li, the Shaw Brothers, and the like, do yourself a favor and check it out when it's released in November.

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More news on the screening of Ninja Assassin in Comic Con

In other news, a special screening of Ninja Assassin was shown at the Comic Con convention in San Diego yesterday. More than 1300 were in attendance for this special screening and after the movie was over, it created a lot of buzz at the event. Most of the people in attendance had no clue who Rain was, but after the movie was over people were saying that they were very impressed by him and were wanting to find more information about him. Most have been saying the action and effects were awesome, including Rain's incredible skill and talents as a Ninja. However, a few complained that the storyline itself was somewhat lacking. Regardless, the majority of the people in attendance were WOW'ed when the movie was finished which is only good news for Rain and Warner Bros. Syfy (formerly Sci-Fi channel) seems to agree with this sentiment. Looks like the "World Star" may actually become a World Star.

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I can't wait!!!

Once again

2009-07-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

This is my horoscope for the week based on The Star papers today.

Sagittarius
A friend may admit to letting fear hold them back, which makes u realise that you're probably doing the same. But our greatest fears often become our best triumphs. Perhaps if you join forces, double strength will eventuate into double rewards. Either way, you alone can move mountains. Just believe it.

It pictures my life right now. I am amazed at how my horoscope can actually relate to my life so much! Its basically the same situation. So we just gotta join forces =) Set aside our fears and take the challenges life have to offer! I trust you. I hope I can but I really do. I hope you do too. So just set aside your fears and trust me =)

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Once again, my computer is PROBLEMATIC!!!
I think it got struck by lightning. BUT when it was raining, my computer was turned off. I'm wondering how could the lightning affect my computer when it wasn't even on! I seriously, desperately want a laptop of my own! My computer gives me too much problems. The last problem I had was less than a month ago and not its not functioning already. Gosh! Its too old I guess. I think my computer needs to retire. XD

Problem : How am I gonna send my comp to fix? Thinking about transport is just so troublesome! I wish I could drive! How simple would life be then! Wouldn't have to inform so many ppl if I'm going anywhere.

How I miss my parents. =( The ones who fetch me around, the ones who cook me good food, the ones who makes some noise in the house. Quiet empty house all to myself.
*sigh*

Trials

2009-07-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

Trials is in exactly

1 month

time! *shivers*

Things on my mind

2009-07-10T22:29:00.006+08:00

Slept over at Sher Lu's place on Saturday since no one could fetch me to school the next morning. watched Initial D in her house then headed to bed.

Whole day spent in USIM for SPM Skor A BM Ceramah. It was for 10 hours! Reached at about 8 something, registered and entered the freezing cold room. Even before we entered we could feel how cold was it. Imagine that! I was shivering by the time the first session ended. Had some edible food then went back into the torture chamber. Whole day in that freezing cold room! Now I think I caught a flu =(

I HATE FALLING SICK!

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I wonder what is gonna happen in the days to come. More drama? More tears? Broken friendships? Confessions? Gossips? I hope not. Just more happy times I hope ;)

I will keep to the promise we made FOREVER. Its true we dunno what will happen in the future, but both of us try our very best to keep our promise okay? Forever. ;)

10.06.09 & 11.06.09
Dates to remember aite? XD

Misunderstandings

2009-07-09T20:17:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't have gone to school today man! Was uneasy the whole day. Konflik jiwa going on. *sigh*

Misunderstandings.

Its still unresolved. I wonder will it ever be. I don't think I am wrong so I am not feeling guilty although I was a couple of times. I didn't do anything wrong and I have nothing to be ashamed of. I have nothing to hide and most importantly I am not faking anything!

I don't understand what is wrong with being friends with her. Its not like its a crime or something but why does it seem like I am the bad one?

For those who suddenly got involved with the situation. I am sorry for bringing u into the problem. Sorry to put you all in a difficult position. To my concerned friends, Thank You. =)

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I'm home alone. My parents left for UK few hours ago and here I blog in Malaysia about how I can't go and I have to stay in Malaysia just to study! ARGH. My Parents will be going for a Scandinavian Cruise then Prague when my sister joins them next week. Then its the highlight of the trip, Szu Lyn's graduation! I am gonna miss my sister's graduation! How unfair! I won't have any other graduations to attend anymore, no more sister's graduations no more =(

They are gonna be gone for 3 weeks. Which means I am alone for 3 weeks. Jinn Lin will be back this week but after that I am on my own. Though my maid and grandmom is around, that doesn't make much company. =( Aunty Laura will be fetching me to tuitions during this period of time.

I'm not breaking down as much as I thought I would. I did tear when my parents leave but I'm fine now. Thanks Kailie for always texting to keep me company and for always caring ;)

I'm loving it =)

2009-07-05T21:31:00.008+08:00

Coconut Party (040709)

The drama team had a Coconut Party, its called a Coconut party because the drama teachers calls us coconuts which makes us the big happy coconut family! =D The whole team should have been there but not many made it. Me, Saranya, Aishweenah, Kiri, Shruthy, Abi, Manpreet and Shamini were there. Out of the 3 drama teachers, only Pn Nallina was there. =(

It was a portluck actually, everyone brought something. I brought the coconuts =D Sara brought jelly. Kiri brought KFC. Shruthy brought fried rice. Manpreet brought sparkling juice and soft drinks. Shamini brought the cake. =) Teacher cut the cake and we gave teacher a gift! =)

We gossiped and did our main 'activity' all night long =) I was the first to leave but most of them were about to leave anyway. Overall a fun night with alot of joy and laughter! Something i love =D

Footdrill & Transformers (050709)
Went to support Kailie for the footdrill competition which was held in KGV. Very successfully surprised her with my presence! Muaahaha! XD Didn't really watch much schools, only KGV and Puteri. They did well in my opinion ;) Gave their all and did their best! =) Other times I was babysitting the footdrill team since they weren't suppose to leave to anywhere.

Got to know the footdrill team. Funny bunch of people! XD We were all starving waiting for the results. Results was a happy moment for all! =) Third place went to KGV Second place went to PUTERI! *claps claps claps* Champions were Chan Hwa. So happy for puteri team and the committees! All trained like crazy and committees hard work patiently training them paid off! =) Congratulation kailie, u didn't let anyone down =) You guys made history! woohooO! =D

Lunch at Pizza Hut. Then proceeded to Jusco. Journey there was fun, laughing about with the footdrill team ;) Kailie's lap was my seat! LOL XD Chai Foong pierced her ears. She was so cute, being super scared about the pain she will be enduring. XD Then we met Jenni, XinYi and Jason in KFC. Then we watched TRANSFORMERS!

FINALLY! I got to watch transformers man. I have been waiting for ages! Thank you kailie for accompanying me though u were super tired ;) Transformers was GOOD! It was hillarious man! XD

All I did today was
have FUN FUN & more FUN! =DD
July is treating me better than expected. July was the month I was not looking forward to but now I am enjoying myself much! =) Hope it would stay this way!

The Week

2009-07-04T17:13:00.002+08:00

Monday was the prize giving for drama. Well, it wasn't that sad after all, luckily no tears were shed. =) BUT there was a scream, a rather scary one, i didn't really hear it though, everyone else did. *shivers*

Tuesday, I found out that the PLKN aka National Service. Luckily I DIDN'T GET!! Thank god man! pheewww! Those who got it were Caroline, Soo Ann, Kiru, Saranya, Natasha and others. Hope they will enjoy themselves in NS though since some said NS was fun. I am just very thankful I didn't get it! =D

Wednesday was fun since very little came and teachers weren't around too. =D Which means gossip sessions! XD Then we had a BM ceramah. The guy was really good. Those who didn't come really missed out alot. Will be going for a 10 hours ceramah on BM next sunday. its TEN hours but hopefully I'll learn loads!

Friday. I was so careless! Not sure why I am so careless and forgetful these days. I lost my purse! I totally didn't realize it at all until I was buying my lunch. I searched in the car, couldn't find it! Then my mom fetched me back to school and I went back to class then Bio lab! Luckily the lab assistants were still there and THEY WERE HAVING MY PURSE! *phewww!

At night I went for steamboat in Swea Mun's house. We had steamboat for fun, no special reason! Only me and soo ann were there from our gang. Sher Lu came when i was going back. I ate sooo much nonstop man! It was just so yummy! Its been ages since I had steamboat. The tomyam was spicy but not super spicy and the other soup was so sweet! Yummm! Ate like a pig, was so bloated at the end of it man!

Tonight I'm gonna have a Coconut Party with my drama team! yays! =D
Hope there is gonna be loads of fun and laughter.

Its gonna be another busy day tomorrow BUT I'll be watching Transformers tomorrow! Finally get to watch it after so many problems! Wheee! =)

Canteen Day

2009-06-27T23:13:00.004+08:00

Had some ceramah kerjaya in the morning. It was OK, not super boring since some was in english. After that we started shopping for fooddd! =D Went to 2 Zeta's stall and got FREE marshmellows from Becky since I was the one who told her where to get it from! =) Thank you Rebecca! With RM10 coupon, I managed to buy char kuey teow, fried ice cream, chocolate milkshake, otak-otak & lime juice.

Sat around the RC stall whole day long. Kai Lie had her chance to step on my shoe since I gave her the permission to (long story). =) Then I annoyed her back with ICE XD Whole day long, putting ice in each other's shirts LOL It was fun indeed =)

Wanted to go to Haunted House but it was too packed, and someone was scared! XD Kai Lie belanja-ed me a box of taufufa and wrote EMO on the cover! XD Wanted to keep the cover but someone threw it away. =( Anyway, thanks Kai Lie! =) You actually belanja-ed me for real! Will belanja u sometime k! ;)

Vanessa, Wei Lee, Kar Yan and others came too. =) We snapped pictures, walked around, nothing much really. It was kinda boring. Invaded Kai Lie's phone and camera to kill time. InterestinG! XD

Nothing much. Did enjoy myself abit. =) No movie tomorrow though. =( Plan canceled. O.o
I desperately wanna watch Transformers! Please ppl don't FFK! NEXT WEEK its the latest man, I can't wait no more! =(

A Sad Day

2009-06-26T17:56:00.004+08:00

Today haven't been much of a happy day. A series of unhappy events all day long. =(
Here it goes...

I go on the internet every morning before I head to school. Today suddenly there was something wrong with my screen. It was on but it was just a blank screen. I had stuff to do and so I just had to use my dad's laptop. Luckily its ok right now. *keeps my fingers crossed*

On the way to school, on the radio, was a Michael Jackson song. Then heard the DJ talking about a tribute for the death of Michael Jackson. like WTH?! Michael Jackson died?! The King Of Pop DIED?! How can that be possible?! So sudden, he is still young. =( Michael Jackson died of cardiac arrest on the 25th of June 2009. He was an icon, an influence to many especially Rain. Rain's dance moves are all influenced by Michael Jackson. Without Him, Rain wouldn't have picked up dancing, Rain wouldn't have been such a great dancer. Rain's icon, Michael Jackson died on Rain's 27th Birthday. Michael Jackson's death must already be a shock for Rain. The worst part is its his birthday. =(

Rain said "Michael Jackson is my mentor, he made me dance. I am who I am today because of him. My heart hurts so much, but my idol will be alive in my heart - forever."

Michael Jackson, Rest In Peace. You will always be remembered.

Came to school and realised majority of student were in their school uniforms. I thought that SOMEONE told us to wear be in our PJ attire. You IDIOT! My class was the only class with everyone in PJ. Thanks to you smartass!

Couldn't practice due to some interruptions. Props weren't ready. School workers were bringing the tables backstage. So we had to help. It took some time. Then Nicole wasn't there for the practice. She was only coming after recess. argh. Me and Ashwin had to do some of her parts. That was just funny when I did the last scene! XD The practice wasn't really good. They weren't very serious about it. Brh.

The majlis was suppose to start at 11am but started at about 11.30am, gosh Puteri's perfect planning man. Ish! Drama was the last performance of the day and our drama is about 20minutes long. How are they suppose to end the whole thing by 12.30pm with so many performances?! There was malay dance, chinese dance, sajak, sketch, choir, choral speaking, singing. I was sad at the moment thinking that we might not even have the chance to perform for our very last time. By the time it was our turn, it was already about 12.30pm.

Surprisingly students stayed and watched but that didn't last long though. Audience was laughing and laughing, thank you choral speakers for trying to make them hush! =) Then it was about 12.45pm, people started leaving the hall which made it kinda noisy. Some were trying to make them stay, some asking them to keep quiet. As time went on more left the hall and that was during the important scene, the FINAL scene. Its sad to see people leaving the hall but it was more heartbreaking seeing your own friends leave the hall. ='( I teared when the audience went aww when nicole hugged shruthy. that was just it. We finished. It was the very end of it. Its over now. Thank you everyone for cheering for us, the choral speakers for being so supportive =) Thank you loads. Thank you KaiLie for coming to school and cheering for drama too! =)
Well thats all there is, there isn't anymore. No more drama for me. But hopefully in the future I would be able to do something like thing, film making =)

Got double tuition today. Brh. Add maths & Biology. Brh.

Hopefully there won't be any more unhappy moments for the day. Tomorrow is Canteen Day. I hope I have some fun. and Sunday watching transformers with =S some PEOPLE. Hope I won't regret my decision to go and hopefully I'll have a lil fun. =)

p.s. I'm lazy to transfer pictures from my camera. So pics later. =)

Birthdays! =)

2009-06-25T20:53:00.001+08:00

Daddy and RAIN's birthday today! =)

Daddy turning 52 =)

Rain turning 27 =D

on

25 June! =)))

Loveys!

Should I go or not? *sigh*

Sadness

2009-06-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

I'm still sad over drama. Not being emo and crying non-stop but just sad and moodless all day long. The position is just a number, we are still winners. =) But after this there won't be any drama practices anymore. We are just gonna be hi-bye friends. No more fun. No more laughter. No more props. No more 'coconuts'. No more 'coconut hours'. Nothing. I'm gonna miss those times so so much! *sobs* I am already missing those times. If only I could turn back time.

Not looking forward for prize giving. It will be another sad moment. Now I know how the Choir girls felt months ago. The feeling of doing well and not getting what we think we deserve sucks. *sigh* If only I knew why. Listening back to the songs I cut for the drama makes me even more sad. The times I spent finding for songs and sound effects. Times spent amplifying, modifying, cutting songs and sound effects. It took up so much of my time. Nights. But I wish I could do it again. The whole soundtrack is my baby!

Friday. We are gonna perform for teachers day. That would be our last time performing Child. Our last time as a Drama Team. *sobs* I hope that we will do just like we did in Panchor Jaya and bring the audience to tears. =)

I miss drama badly =(